Dear Noah, what the actual fuck has happened. Ever since you got this new girlfriend of yours It's like you just turned into Someone I could never picture you as you don't call me You don't message text or Facebook me You won't hang out with any of us Phillip misses you shakari misses you even Benjamin misses you but you ignore us Then your little smart ass asks to be moved up to the u15 age group in soccer cause you were afraid I was gonna come to the u14 group and take your place wtf I would never do that, I remember me and Phillip met you years ago when we were about six years old I think and everything from that point was like awesome you were also supportive with how I cut and that I'm bi and stuff I really miss that you don't even know how much I miss that. I look at pictures of us when we were little then I see pictures of you and your stupid girlfriend hugging and kissing and I get like just so mad and upset and cry all night because this girl has taken control of Someone I USE TO call my best friend but now cannot because we haven't spoken in ages. The worst part is that school has started Your in some of my classes , we have every chance to talk but you don't even approach me like wow your on some whole other shit now. Oh well things change people change ok.
Dear Phillip, you are my best friend I come to you for everything and anything you always fix it you know I cut you know everything about me more then anyone else I tell you everyone who I hate and you make sure you don't talk to them because you know it upsets me. You understand my anger and why I'm f***ked up to some people ,you hang out with me more then anyone I know and that actually means alot. You were my first friend ever and have become a brother. We survived elementary grade together And middle grade we had most classes together You were on my soccer team since I was four and you were three but you now cannot be on my team because your too tall It's sad because I know I will see you everyday but you not being on my soccer team just kinda breaks me cause that's how we met And I remember the first thing you ever even said to me I know we will never forget about each other no matter what happens Omg lets just live together xD You know I'm crazy and weird and stuff And you know I'm bi and I told you I was bi when I was eight years old and you didn't judge me or want to stay away from me and yeah :) I could say alot more but I feel like other people are gonna ask me for letters and my hands hurt @phillipthecreator
Your not gonna believe me when I say this I was one of your friends from your first Facebook account ever and I remember how you were I know what your talking about "before people knew stuff" your talking about how you told everyone Benjamin was your cousin :/ just know I've Always liked you better
Could you please tell me who you are :( ? Is this Erika or someone like that...
So i was looking far far far into my old Facebook messages seeing how I use to be before certain stuff happened and before I knew certain people and people knew about certain things. Seeing how many people blocked or unfriended me because I stopped talking to them. Then thinking wow I must have hurt them Knowing that I can never fix anything I did or said to them or get them back and knowing how happy they made me feel Because I felt like the Internet was the only place you don't get judged or hurt. They made me feel just like that but I push people away. But now I know the Internet is the seed of all evil and makes things worse but now I'm addicted to it everyone new I meet I push them away. But now I just realized why , it's because I want the old people :'( but I never get anything I want It's like nobody from that time stuck with me no matter what. They all just left I must have hurt them alot idek anymore
Lets gather round the campfire and sing our campfire song our C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E song and if you don't think that you can sing it faster then your wrong it will help if you just sing alonggggggg