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he's one my bestfriends, i dont see how i flirt w. royce but think whatever you want.
me and jake became official august 2O, 2O14 ok? it took me like a week to finally drop some balls and tell jason i couldnt really have a thing with him anymore. i didnt even really tell him though i was way too chicken, he kind of figured it out by himself and was really understanding about it. another well went by and me and jason didnt talk. i actually really missed the boii bc he was my bestfriend & "sweetest whatever" the whole summer and i became really attached to him bc we had so much in common, so i hit him up. literally all we would talk about the first week or so that we got back in touch was football & music. the next week we would actually have normal conversations and i ended up seeing him in person. thats when things started to get a little weird bc when i saw him i actually got butterflies and i started doubting everything i felt for jake. then i got over it in a few days and decided that it was just bc i was excited to see jason and that i still really liked jake. then we had that one church retreat haha. there i became somewhat obssessed w. him ig you could say. i didnt even really speak the boy in person, i was way too nervous you can ask berenice i was such a mess. it wasnt untill the very end that i actually talked to him to ask him to take a picture w. me. it was s'cute, you dont know how times i practiced lol. i think after that day, i realized that i actually did have feeling for jason but i was in a really bad situation bc i was dating jake and i actually really liked him i mean he's a great guy, but i also had feelings for jason. i felt like that wasnt fair to either one of them or me but mainly not fair to jake so I decided i had to break up w. him. i suckkkkk at breaking up. so the next week jason visited my station at the parish festival. we were supposed to talk about te decision i was gunna make and how i was gunna come thru w. it but we didnt mention it untill he had to leave oops so we just talked about it through the facebook lol. the following week i broke up w. jake, it took me two weeks bc i really didnt want to do it but i had to ya know. so really i only "talked" to jason for two weeks while dating jake. he was really more my bestfriend throughout everything. berenice and maybe nathaly are really the only ones who somewhat understand how me and jason came to be haha. youre so irrelevant though like wow. why bring that up? next thung you know you bring up all the guys im talking to now.

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