Lesson learned: Don't trust guys on the Internet. They could be pretending to be the perfect fictional book character all the girls swoon over when in reality they probably smoke crack on the streets and talk shit about you to others.
You r sad. You get in the car and drive aimlessly to an unknown destination and pull the break in the middle of nowhere. Get out of the car. Stand/sit in front of the car and wait until u feel light. Then get back home. SUDDENLY you realise it was just imagination and u can't do that bcz u'r girl:(