You've done nothing wrong. If Christina really cares about you, which I'm sure she does, then she'll understand completely. As far as being happy... each time you make a big decision in your life, just ask yourself if it gets you closer to your goal of being happy, or puts you further away. ;)
That's very true thank you
Don't worry, being truly happy can be a lot of work for a lot of people. But just the fact that you're saying that shows that you're on the right track. Just take it one day at a time and everything will turn out great. Sometimes, being truly happy can seem like an impossible goal. But it isn't. :)
& I just don't wanna talk about rachel guys. It makes my relationship that I'm in rn have problems
"What I want is going to take a lot of work" That's a really interesting statement. So, what do you want?
I want to be happy
That was not me who just asked why you still answer questions about Rachel. That had to be Rachel or Christina again on anon. I'm the one who's been telling you just to resolve your feelings for Rachel; to either be with her or put her in your past for good. :)
What I want is going to take a lot of work
Don't let it stress you out. You're a a very good guy and Christina is a very nice girl. I'm sure she's a very smart girl and understands what you're going through. IF Rachel is now in your past (permanently), then make sure Christina knows that. But if she isn't, then you need to deal with that. :)
She's in my past
"I'm doing my best to keep Rachel out of my love life" then why are you still answering questions about her?
I said I didn't wanna talk about her.
"I'm doing my best" I believe you. I really do. But it's obviously a very hard thing to do, right?
It's hard when everyone wants to talk about rachel and I just wanna be happy.
"Is all that true?" Was that Rachel or Christina? ;)
I don't know this is stressful
No, I'm not saying you should be with Rachel. Or Christina. I'm saying you need to resolve the very deep feelings you still have for Rachel. Either be with her (if that's what you both want), OR get over her and enjoy your relationship with Christina without the ghost of Rachel interfering in it. :)
Lol trust me I'm doing my best to keep rachel out of my love life
Is all that true?
No it's not true
It's a dilemma many guys face: Loving someone who didn't treat you the way you deserved to be treated, at the same time you're with a girl who treats you right but who you're not nearly as passionate about. The mix of the love and anger you had with Rachel is what made that relationship so exciting.
I don't wanna talk about this anymore
"that's just a really good song" That's not the point. You posting those lyrics is all about Rachel. Your passion for her is obvious. She makes you so mad because you love her so much. You really care about Christina but your connection to Rachel is on a whole different level. You should resolve it.
your telling me I should be with rachel ? Really?
"what makes you think he's still in love with Rachel ?" Was that Rachel or Christina who asked that on anon?
I don't know
The 25 to Life lyrics you just posted is one of many examples that show you're still in love with Rachel. It's actually very sweet and romantic. Obviously, you'll deny still loving your ex gf but it's something you're not able to hide. Just be with someone who treats you the way you deserve to be. )
lol that's just a really good song
what makes you think he's still in love with Rachel ?
You're obviously still in love with Rachel and there's nothing wrong with having those feelings. However, it's not fair to Christina to have a boyfriend who still wants to be with his ex instead of her. You need to either get back together with Rachel OR get over her for good and move on. :)
im not in love with rachel what
what's a song Everyone should listen to?
I don't think she understands the sacrifices that I made Maybe if this bitch had acted right, I would've stayed But I've already wasted over half of my life I would've laid down and died for you, I no longer cry for youNo more pain, bitch, you took me for granted Took my heart and ran it straight into the planet Into the dirt, I can no longer stand it Now my respect I demand it I'ma take control of this relationship, command it And I'ma be the boss of you now, goddammitAnd what I mean is that I will no longer let you control me So you better hear me out, this much you owe me I gave up my life for you, totally devoted to you, while I stayed Faithful all the way, this is how I fucking get repaid?Look at how I dress, fucking baggy sweats, go to work a mess Always in a rush to get back to you, I ain't heard you yet Not even once say you appreciate me, I deserve respect I've done my best to give you nothing less than perfectnessAnd I know that if I end this I'll no longer have nothing left But you keep treating me like a staircase, it's time to fucking step And I won't be coming back so don't hold your fucking breath You know what you've done, no need to go in depth I told you, you'd be sorry if I fucking left, I'd left while you weptHow's it feel now? Yeah, funny ain't it, you neglected me Did me a favor although my spirit free you've said But a special place for you in my heart I have kept It's unfortunate but it'sToo late for the other side Caught in a chase, 25 to life Too late for the other side Caught in a chase, 25 to lifeI feel like when I bend over backwards for you, all you do is laugh 'Cause that ain't good enough, you expect me to fold myself in half 'Til I snap, don't think I'm loyal, all I do is rap I cannot moonlight on the side, I have no life outside of thatDon't I give you enough of my time, you don't think so, do you? Jealous when I spend time with the girls Why I'm married to you still, man, I don't know But tonight I'm serving you with papers, I'm divorcing you Go marry someone else and make 'em famousAnd take away their freedom like you did to me Treat 'em like you don't need 'em and they ain't worthy of you Feed 'em the same shit you made me eat I'm moving on forget you, oh, now I'm special How I felt special when I was with youAll I ever felt was this, helplessness Imprisoned by a selfish bitch, chew me up and spit me out I fell for this so many times, it's ridiculous And still I stick with this, I'm sick of this But in my sickness and addiction, you're addictive as they getEvil as they come, vindictive as they make 'em My friends keep asking me why I can't just walk away from I'm addicted to the pain, the stress, the drama I'm drawn in, so I guess, I'ma mess, cursed and blessed But this time I'ma ain't changing my mind, I'm climbing out this abyssYou screaming as I walk out that I'll be missed But when you spoke of people who meant the most to you You left me off your list Fuck you.
I mean i don't care can you post one of you running your fingers through your hair with your shirt on? Can you lick your lips in it too like that other shirtless one you posted?
I'll do my hair but I put one licking my lips earlier