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and you have managed to keep going this long, PRETTY FUCKING AMAZING I THINK! why not continue then you can make something of yourself! leave your old life behind and start fresh!
everybody in school bursts out laughing when they see me,swear im actually a gremblin
Are you okay?
nope wbu
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hunny, i changed schools because i could face people or pressure where i was! go to school tomorrow, your what 13? 3 years i think untill you can get oit if the shit hole that is skl! then you can do whatever you want whenever you want for the next say 70 years! power through! STAY STRONG <3
university and collage tho?<3
its your choice! its not easy at all i completely get that! but it makes the future you a much better person. let it beat you and there wont be a future you! there will be one less human being who can honestly say "i am fucking amazing!"
i'm not amazing though
dont even want to go in school tomorow
dont even want to go in school tomorow
i dont hope, i know
:/
... cos i did it last time!" i dont promise life will be perfect after this, life isnt perfect! but if you can power through this then u will hav the knowledge that u ldid that, which means that you will have more of the belief that y can do it again! you vs. the world, the world has no fking chance
i hope
who the hell told you you cant get a boyfriend? and anyway ur so young, why would you want one now? to get hurt by immature boys who wont treat u right? just give it a while mate :) ur so pretty, who doesnt think so must have their eyeballs shoved deep in their ass.
ugh:(
you FEEL so weak, think about it. in 20yrs when life turns around and says "imma hate you again" you can turn around and go "umm no!" cos u will have the experience of the previous shit, and can use it to say "i know what you do! you did it before, but this time i KNOW that i will get through it cos
cos?
(and thanks, i try to be motivational haha) <3
<3
honestly its probs because the world and people in it are so screwed up! them people who hate on you? they are always the ones who everybody ends up hating! life is giving you shit, thats the truth, but letting it beat u, thats your choice! you can either use problems to make you weaker OR stronger
i feel so weak
you should tho.. it changes a lot of things :/ believe me
lol just got told i cant even get a boyfriend,no
those few friend want you, as life goes on, you gain friends! you learn that you dont actually need/want the people you arent friends with anymore than they need/want you!
ur so motivational wow
honestly why?
why what
yes there is, you're just saying that cos u dont believe it. there are different types of love anyway.
well yh,i guess i dont believe in love
it doesnt matter who i am, you wont guess so dont try x all that matters to me right now is making sure that I do the best I can to help you or even change mind ghe tiniest little bit! ive been exactly where U R,feeling like there is no hope at all, like your a burden and unwanted! but its not true!
why do i feel like it is though
why are you so pessimistic tho? :c can i ask you something..? do u believe in love?
there isn't such thing as love
... and without you, their lives wont be the same! some people NEED you and WANT you in their life! even if it doesnt seem like it! if 100% no one wanted U around them you would have 0 friends and your family wouldnt exist! DONT LET THESE PROBLEMS BEAT YOU! KICK THEM UP THE ASS, SHOW THEM WHOS BOSS!
i only have a few friends though
it makes u happy to put yourself down? :/
it makes me smile when i hurt myself
please get some help! <3 dont want to see you go down the same road so many others do! you are here for a reason, plus in say 10 years ( I KNOW IT SEEMS LIKE AGES BUT IT FLYS BY!) you will probs hav a job and mabye even be starting a family! youre life will continue to touch so many other people...
who is this?x
thats really bad for you though :( listen to me.. i know life seems hard right now but dont give up cos someday youll look back on all this and think how lucky u are that u never just quit on yourself. take care of your body, you only have one and its perfect just the way it is. :)
i gave up on myself months ago though that's the thing,it makes mehappy
aww okay thats good :/ get some rest tonight and eat lots of sugary things ok buddy? i really wish i cud be there physically to help, you have no idea. :/
it's not only i dont eat i also drink energy drinks when i have nothing in my stomach
also, it would take years probably to die of statvation, you body basically starts to eat its own muscles (including your heart, which is a muscle) and plus someone someqhere would notice no matter what you do
ugh,i try my best to destroy myself tbh,i drink loads of energy drinks and eat fat foods,go outside with really summerish clothes when its cold yfeugerherohyrue
disordered eating is like SEVERLY starving yourself (like 1 mel every couple days etc.), regular binging (jncontrollable episodes of overeating) and/or purging (making yourself sick more 2 or more times a week, taking laxatives or diuretics or excessive over excersize) <3
o,then i guess i don't because i usually eat a bit quarter of whatever i get once a day,but there are some days when i have more than one meal and days where i don't eat at all idk<3
do you have disordered eating?
i dont actually know what disordered eating means,but i hardly ever eat,mostly because i'm never hungry or because i hope one day i'll just die of starvation
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