im hoping so much that i can help you! i dont anyone to feel like you do or I did, and it actualky kills me whenever someone says they cut or want to die or dont eat or binge/purge etc
think of it this way, if youre at rock bottom, you CANT get worse! so you can either sit at rock bottom or you can make something of your life! dying isnt an option, not when you have those options!
i think i knowwho this is omg sorry for being vile to you
if you get an apprenticeship you can leave school to do that! or you could start new in a new college/uni and make everyone proud while bettering yourself