boo you whore.

Bitch. I'm gonna hunt you down and kill you.

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You don't know how much this shit that you just said is getting me mad.

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Ill have you know that this "emo music" (as your ugly ass calls it) is the only reason why I'm alive right now.
It's what got me through tough times, and it was the only thing that was somehow there for me.

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Of Mice & Men and my other "bullshit emo crap" are the ones who bring a little light into the most horrible days and pick me up again. They're the ones who taught me that you have to keep going, no matter what. They teach me that you can reach your dreams even though it's going to be hard. They're the ones who encourage me to reach for the stars because I don't deserve any less.
If I look up to anybody, it's definitely Austin Carlile. He's such a genuine, strong person and I'd do a lot to get the chance to talk to him for a little while.
I know I'll burst into tears if I'll ever meet him, no matter how hard I'll try not to.
There are just so many emotions and feelings connected to Austin and the rest of the band - positive as well as negative. I remember all the horrible nights I had, how listening to Of Mice & Men seemed to be the only thing that calmed me down, how listening to them eased the pain a little. I don't exactly know what it is that makes their music so special to me but it makes me feel less sick, less lonely, less like a fucked up wreck. As soon as I press play, it's like Austin talks to me and the louder I turn up the volume, the better I feel.

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All of these heavy metal bands (which by the way is the correct term, so get your shit straight cunt) are everything to me, I don't even know. They're the first thing I listen to after getting up in the morning and the last thing I listen to before I go to sleep. They're the ones who keep me sane on a daily basis, it's like they keep me from drowning in my own mind. It makes me so happy to see how they love doing what they do, it makes me happy when they meet all the fans who feel just like I do, it makes me happy to know that they're around.
They all saved my life and they save it every single day because I promised myself that I'll be around at least until I'll meet them and if it's the last thing I'll ever do. I'm so proud to carry them around with me forever because I owe them so much.

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Please. Fuck off.
Ugh.

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