im far from perfect. What even is perfect? A fucking kid with ugly hair, fucked up morals and a mind found usually in a fucking mental patients head?no. its not.
hopefully this new year will be better.- i get 100K and finally fucking leave this shithole - i finally fucking start getting decent grades - i get in a decent relationship - i go further with singing - i become less awkward - i get into collegebut none of tgat will happen. Because i know it wont. Aha, when your so focused on just simply surviving another year, you simply stop giving a shit, ill probably cut my hair, stop dressing well. fuck this.
Get up Get in the shower Wash and condition hair Towel dry slightly Blow dry with hair upside down (20 mins) Blow dry again while using detangler (20 mins) Straighten (15 mins) Backcomb (10 mins) Restraighten (10 mins) hair upside down, hairspray up the back (5 mins) add fringe (10 mins)THEN DONESO ITS A FUCKING PISS TAKE TO HAVE BIG HAIR OK