feeling like I'm guilty for something and that I have to make my best friend happy. What do I do? How to I make her not to force me into starting up the group again and how do I make her understand that I want to go solo? Please help ASAP!! This is KILLING ME!!!(And sorry for the multiple questions)
I don't think you should go solo till you have talked to her, it is only fair. That said, stand your ground, if she is limiting you, you gotta let her go.