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‏"ما من شيء يُبقي الروح حيّة إلا انتصاراتك اليومية الصغيرة، تلك التي لا يُهنئك عليها أحد ولا يشعر بها من حولك؛ تحسين عادة، تجاوز أزمة خفية، توفيق إلهي دون حيلة منك، ولُطف الله في كلّ الأيام."🌿⛅️
#صباح_الخير

This was the first time I slept out of fear. I forced myself to lie down in bed, forced my eyes to close, and my mind announced with rude frankness that we had run out of solutions...

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I do not hide a secret from you, and despite a long history of stubbornness and unyielding resistance, I have surrendered... and I am not ashamed when I say that I cried, my love. I cried while abandoning myself to sleep, leaving myself helpless. I do not carry a single match in my chest to light the flame of struggle again.

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So when you meet me today, tomorrow, or the day after, know that what is in front of you is not me. I lost myself last night, chained to the bed with no movement at all, so do not blame me, do not hug me. All I ask of you, since you saw me, is to ki*ll me and ki*ll me and ki*ll me....