You fill every nook and cranny of your mind with shards of other lives and voices of a million strangers. This is not awareness; this is self-sabotage.
- Are you okay ? - No, i'm not okay . i'm never gonna be okay . we just have to accept that . it is what it is and what it is, is shit . — Sherlok season
I was growing less and less attached to life. If I kept going, I thought, I'd disappear completely, then reappear in some new form. This was my hope. This was the dream.