uh.. ?? ok um u person u, i legit miss you. i miss how much we talked. how much we would laugh together. how much we would just go ' uGhhh wtf ' at the randomest times lmao. how much we actually seemed interested in eachother. now it just seems like it was a one moment thing and that it's never going to be like that ever again and that i don't mean shit to you and soon enough, you might just not mean much to me anymore either and just the thought of it makes me want to be sad and just, wow i actually want to go workout for another hour to keep my mind off of it but it's not going to work omg i just miss it all. we talk from time to times but, it's not the same. it all just seems so fake lmao, no joke. i might seem like i got over it all already and that i already like some other guy but truth is, no i have yet to get over it so don't assume anything alright and ask me when you have a question or whatever. if you actually want to cut me off or whatever then tell me. tell me and we'll be gone from eachothers lives. no, im not being overly dramatic- im being realistic, im not going to keep someone there just to keep lingering my feelings for them around and shit ok. ill probably just try to forget it as fast as possible and move on. you said this yourself, that you would let the other go if that's what they really wanted to do. it's the same here. it's not that i don't care, i'm just way too tired and i get annoyed and frustrated by it too much, i think about it too much, so im not going to keep things this way if it's going to affect me this badly. that's not me being selfish either, it's called taking care of myself and realizing who's worth it and who's not, who would truly be there when i need them, it's realizing who the people that care alot about me are. o god idk where im going with this either and i wrote alot already so ill just, stop here and go shower ok bye omg. idek if all of this made sense or if i should have written all of that but whatever, will probably delete later. this probs sounds stupid to most of you. sorry if this is so long lmao. u donot need to read omgomg woh.