Why? Sorry but I just want to understand from your pov: how does one fall out of love so quickly when you loved so passionately previously?
When you are placed in a position that forces u to suffer day to day, when you have sleepless nights because she's on your mind, and you don't know if she's on yours at all. When you feel obliged to leave because she doesn't want you and doesn't look at you the same anymore. You've to force urself to "fall out of love", when in fact you ain't even close to letting go. But you realise you're holding onto a glass-shard-coated rope, that no matter how much you try to pull her back, it just hurts you more. When letting go is the only option, but you're so fucking stubborn because of one night at zouk when I thought it was a God given chance that when she came out crying that she missed me, I just happen to enter zouk. She cried in my arms while I held her. I couldn't see her suffer like that, especially if she's to suffer without me. That's when I realised I still care. But that same night when i tried calling her through everyone else's phones, she said she didn't want to talk to me. I thought it was a god given second chance or sth, cause of the yknow "if you love someone, let her go. If she comes back, she's yours forever" or some shit like that? Well, it's though I'm hoping on the moon to come crashing into the earth. It can happen, why not? But what are the odds.
oh wow, that's a lot! means that your enlistment is April?
Yeah! ???
to where?!
Just came back from Bangkok, going Japan in 2 weeks time, then Korea in Jan/Feb, followed by Switzerland in Feb :) also planning on bag packing alone to Amsterdam idk when
are you travelling overseas during your holidays?
Yeah
Christmas is round the cornerrrrrrr ?
Yay it is CHRISTMAS PARTY AT ZOUK MY NIGGA
Yknow why why
Idk why why
What did you have for lunch
I didn't eat lunch, nor am I planning to :)
why are u so fukcing weird........
I also don't know ?
whats ur rs with gwen?
Just friends?
hows things with u and gwen?
Trying to fix us and settle as friends.
u seem to hate gwen but y'all still together? what? isn't that screwed up?
Why does it seem that I hate her? We aren't together haha weirdo