You are an inspiration to me. Thanks for being a cool person and don't worry, life will get better. <3
T-T-Thanks >/////< It means a lot to hear that. I put a lot of time into making sure that everything I do in this game is meaningful to others and inspires people to progress this game
I'm going to explain why my life is shitty in here because the rant I posted on my mod queue was honestly a passion rant and I literally had to go to bed right after because I was so angry.
Soooo
1) School is a bitch. I have a. . . technically major change, but it's just adding on a B.A. in Psycology while changing my music degree from a B.M to a B.A (To fit courseload.). There's lots of benefits, and I don't regret it, but one of the things that really sucks is that I'm sort of really lonely nowadays. I'm literally glued to my phone playing hearthstone and messaging people on Skype because honestly, I don't find anything in common with people in the psych department. I'm already a junior, so at this time everyone has their established friends, and honestly, psych is one of those majors that people take when they realize that their original major is too hard, but they don't want to drop out or go to a community college. So I'm stuck with a lot of honestly dumb people. And I'm not trying to sound like the "im so fucking smart everyone here is so dumb im going to be really emo" kind of person, because I have a lot to learn in psychology as well (such as how to spell the damn word). However, the environment isn't really the same. In the school of music, everyone knows each other very well, and they're actually relatively dedicated to doing well in their classes, and will have study groups and will spend hours upon hours practicing, because they're dedicated to their craft. They were also much more friendly, much more approachable, and much more exciting to be around. The School of Music sort of forced integration to the point where I literally had known about every freshman in my class within the first month. But in the psych department, I don't see any familiar faces, people are friendly but not really excited to hang out with me or be in a group with me, and it's just not the same. I sort of loathe waking up, walking to class, fucking around on hearthstone for a bit, and walking back to my house to go back to sleep. I miss how classes used to be. Even last semester, even though only 1 of my 4 academic classes was in music, I still knew people from the school of music in my other classes, and they were the people pushing me through to be motivated. I just honestly miss the environment I had.
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I'm going to explain why my life is shitty in here because the rant I posted on my mod queue was honestly a passion rant and I literally had to go to bed right after because I was so angry.
Soooo
1) School is a bitch. I have a. . . technically major change, but it's just adding on a B.A. in Psycology while changing my music degree from a B.M to a B.A (To fit courseload.). There's lots of benefits, and I don't regret it, but one of the things that really sucks is that I'm sort of really lonely nowadays. I'm literally glued to my phone playing hearthstone and messaging people on Skype because honestly, I don't find anything in common with people in the psych department. I'm already a junior, so at this time everyone has their established friends, and honestly, psych is one of those majors that people take when they realize that their original major is too hard, but they don't want to drop out or go to a community college. So I'm stuck with a lot of honestly dumb people. And I'm not trying to sound like the "im so fucking smart everyone here is so dumb im going to be really emo" kind of person, because I have a lot to learn in psychology as well (such as how to spell the damn word). However, the environment isn't really the same. In the school of music, everyone knows each other very well, and they're actually relatively dedicated to doing well in their classes, and will have study groups and will spend hours upon hours practicing, because they're dedicated to their craft. They were also much more friendly, much more approachable, and much more exciting to be around. The School of Music sort of forced integration to the point where I literally had known about every freshman in my class within the first month. But in the psych department, I don't see any familiar faces, people are friendly but not really excited to hang out with me or be in a group with me, and it's just not the same. I sort of loathe waking up, walking to class, fucking around on hearthstone for a bit, and walking back to my house to go back to sleep. I miss how classes used to be. Even last semester, even though only 1 of my 4 academic classes was in music, I still knew people from the school of music in my other classes, and they were the people pushing me through to be motivated. I just honestly miss the environment I had.
CONT on pt. 2