sometimes I'll be laying in bed, on my ipod. and then suddenly, I don't even feel like I'm in my own body.. or when I'm sleeping I feel like I'm waking around the house, but I'm in bed and I'll dream that I can see my body just laying there.. it happens so often..
don't ever do anything stupid.. theirs other ways to distract you from it. go to a friends house, go skating, go for a walk. just try and not to be alone. spend time with your family. cause if you're gonna be alone all the time you slowly get more and more depressed. it's hard getting out of that.. I know how it feels. Riley you know I'm always here, you know I'd help you with anything. I jut don't like seeing my brother in-law sad over a girl..
I wanna say yes, but I wanna say no.. what if she doesn't know what to say, what if she's thinking, what if she's confused.. but what if you're wasting your time.. what if you wait to long.. their could be another girl out there. and no I'm not saying to flirt with 3 or 4 girls. stick to one. you never know..