I'm coming back for visits, once or twice a month maybe? but not to actually live there :/ and I really like him still :( and I don'2 know if I'll like any other boys in my new school, and I told my friends I don't like him when I do :/ what do I do?
Well, forget about your friends its okay for it to be a secret, but if you visit once or twice this wont work out since most of the time you will be away, and long distance relationsgips are always a fail, I suggest you move on and just enjoy your new life style