I guess my crying goes with the rhythm of the songs..

Rest..
I'm tired.. I wanna give up..
I'm fed up with everything.. :)

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21.8.2018

I'm holding on to what?
to you?!
You've let me go.. long ago..
I'm holding on to an illusion..
To a lie.. I lied to myself.. to you..

I'm not blind..
I can see.. All the things that you wouldn't tell me... :)

Asleep..
But when I close my eyes, I see someone sewing my wrist !!

What if I let go..
Would you still hold my hand.. would you remain by my side.. would you hold on to me..
Or you would wake away..
I know it is not easy to stay..
No matter what..
Just let it be..