Justin Bieber

Hi...I know in these days i'm not the happiest boy in the world but it's me, your Justin. I'm a bit scared and worried to write to you now, with all the things that have happened in these months, but anyway, i will. Since the Believe tour started its like if the world had collapsed on me. There have been so many events that brought me down. When i've got drug, girls do you remember it well? My birthday, which was a disaster, do you remember it well? The death of Avalanna you remember well? When i was sick on stage, do you remember it well? Please, delete my mistakes and these bad memories. Just remember one thing: You are my life...And that is why i go along, just for you. I know i've changed, but i also know that i can't stay sixteen year old boy forever. Life goes on. What makes me feel bad, however, is that no one is aware of the efforts that i'm doing to make good music...And to be finally respected. I'm tired, Beliebers...I'm so tired. Sometimes, when no one can hear me i cry. I think of you, you have to endure every day because of me, and i wonder whether its worthwhile to make you feel bad for me. I know that you cry because of me sometimes. I know you're sad when you can't see me, stand beside me, hug me...Believe me it's the same for me. I wish i had the time and opportunity to spend an afternoon with each you, but i can't. And trust me when i tell you that it hurts. You do a lot for me, every day. You allow me to win prizes, to concerts, to get anywhere my music...And i what i give you in return? I can't seem to do much for you. You say you listen to my music and you feel immediately better... But i don't believe you forever. Music can't always fix everything. Record my voice and let you all listen, isn't enough.To you, to feel good...I know that you need to spend an afternoon with me on the couch, watching a movie embraced and talk about everything that makes you feel bad. But i can't give you this. I can't fulfill this wish that you carry in your heart. I love you Beliebers. And it kills me to know that you are sick. You know you're bad for me, then..The other night, to Billboard i know that you haven't shown the vitality that distinguishes me. I smile every day for you, because i know that you want to see me happy, but inside believe me i'm dying. I made so many mistakes in this period, perhaps too many, and i'm afraid of getting lost...Sorry for everything...Sorry if i'm not perfect...I should be for you because you deserve it. I do not know what's happening to me...I just know that its like if the whole world hates Justin Bieber. Maybe i really need to take a break, stop working and devote myself for a while only to you. I'd like to go around the world to come into your home and make you many surprises, make you happy at last for real...My tears, my life, are your tears. I know you are pained to see how i'm at this moment, but life is so hard. I don't have time for me, for you, can't connect on twitter to respond much more.
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