Shae the memeslutsushi

Alright, I was questioning my sexuality for about half a year before I came to terms with it.
The first person I ever told about my real sexuality was one of my best-friends, honestly, she smiled, supported me and was generally happy I was confident enough to trust her with it, and she kept it secret until I was ready.

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A week later I decided to come out to my mum, who at first thought I was kidding, but when she realised I was serious, she shot me down, claiming that my sexuality wasn't real, and that you can rather only be fully gay or fully straight, which I'll be honest, hurt me a lot.
(She eventually accepted my sexuality and doesn't tease me about it, she realises that's who I am but still doesn't agree with the 'idea' in general.)

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The next people to know were my friends who I spent a lot of time with, I lost 2 friends out of 6 that I told, which I obviously realised were not true friends after all.

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One of my friends that abandoned me decided to tell everyone what my sexuality was, telling girls to stay clear of me because I'd "Forcefully get on-top of them", which was absolutely ridiculous and disgusting.

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I had alot of teasing for a few months until the 'hype' died down, no one really says anything anymore, which honestly I've grown not to be affected by it even if someone did.

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The last person I told was my dad, who I was terrified to tell as I knew he was homophobic.
He told me this: "Shae, falling in love with the same sex would never work, you can't raise a family that way, it's unnatural and disgusting, I hope you come to your senses and snap out of this phase".

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Which made me very angry, I flipped, telling him to 'Fuck off', which he did, he left.

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He made fun of me for around 2 months before he realised how much he was hurting me and apologised.

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He claims he realised that homosexuals are still human and decent people. He actually ended up befriending a gay guy a year later, who's hilarious I may add.

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To this day I'm proud of who I am, I'm open about my sexuality, and I'm with the most amazing guy ever (Yeah, not what you was expecting right?), I've never been in a relationship with a girl, but I've had strong feelings for two in the past, one of which is now one of my bestfriends.

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But yeah, that's my story.
Not interesting but hey ho, there you go.

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