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Sophia,
today is her birthday..♥
First, you're the bestie that i always was dreaming to have her, and i want you to know that i love you more than anythin' in this world..
I remember when i was new here on ask.fm, all my idols the : singers,dancers, or even actores, they were ignoring me and i was feel so bad..
Then you came and made me so up!
You never made me down, i remember the first time that we talked and you say: "I love you bio, lets be twins"..
That made me feel so high, that day was the happest, like no one happy in this world except mehhhh!
And i remember when i made acc on kik, you was the first friend i added there..
You was the dream, the sis, the bestie and the twin, the life, my everything..
Cause no one were made me happy like the way you.. by your talk, and your smile,
I remember the day that i did made a fight with your bestie (my old idol)..
And i never wanted to telling you, cause i was afried of losing ya, but you never hate me.. i called her (bitch), but you never get mad or even hate me.. but you did love me cause i was honest with you, tbh i was always down, always in the ground, always had a attacks.. always everyone talking about me in a bad way behind ma back.. and i was care like stupid, but when i met ya, everythin' has changed, ( To Better )..
And i remember once, one of my friends asked me: "who's your best friend you ever had, andrew, austin or valentine?"
I said: no one.. and they was like :o:o:o
Then i said : no one of them, cause the right answer was ( YOU ), was you sophia, you was the bestie, the first and the last..
The friend who 'll never getting old to me..
But she'll always getting young..
The friend that was made the smile in the raining days..
And the real ( SOUL MATE ), you was half of my heart..
I used to be "Untrustble", but when i met ya, everything has changed, cause you made heart of snow, turn to be heart of love..
You made me stronger, strong than old meehhh!!!
Every single day, the was asking me if i'm ready to leaving everything behind me and leave this life, but my answer was : "No, cause i still have someome i can't be far from him, someone he was always sheding tears for me, and if i was love that person i would never made him cry, even if his tears was for me"..
And that person was you, (I♥YSMMM)
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" Sophia, maybe we didn't made yet, but i feel like i live next you, you're the reason of being here, and if i lost ya i have no reason to be here, not just on ask.fm, but also in life, i'm not ready to losing someone like you♥.. "
So...

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( TODAY'S SOPHIA'S BIRTHDAY..
SHOUT OUT 4SOPHIA SMITH, )
@sophiasmith6969 ♥♥♥

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Part2:

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After Years Of Hurt N Sadness She BeCome So Strong More Than They Know..
She Standing Up In Her Feet N She Did Throught All The Memories That She Had W/Him, Didn't Stop N Look Back, She Lived All This Years N She's Got Fire In Her Heart.. EverySecond Was Going Like Torcure, N She Was Thinking About The Day She'll Meet Him 2Say EveryThing In Her Heart..
N When That Chance Come 2Her.. She Come 2Him N She Standing Up Opposite Him, Her Eyes Look 2His Eyes,
He Could See That Fire N Her Eyes..
And That Blow N Hurt In Her Heart,
So She Look 2His Eyes N Said:

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- Do U Remember That Day When U Told Me : "In All This Crowd, Ik That U'll Finding a Way 2Meet Me"..
N U Was Right, After Years Of Hurt N Cries I Finally Found Ya, Don't Think That What Happened 2Me Was Ur Fult.. Cuz' It Was Mine.. I Trust Ya But U Did NoThing, So Tell Me:
"Where's The (Us) In The Trust?"
All The Years We've Been 2Gather We Did NoThing Except That We Hurt EachOther..
And When I'm Looking Back N Wondering Why It Took So Long 2Realize That NoThing Is Changed N It NoThing's Gonna Make It Change, And U Don't Have 2Say AnyThing.. So Don't Waste Ur Breath N Please Save Ur Voice..
U've Been Right When U Said :

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- "We Shouldn't Stay 2Gather, Cuz' We Shouldn't Have 2Hurt EachOther"..

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So Dw About All The Years That They Gone.. Just Wish Me Well, N Try 2Forget Me..

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Part 1:

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U Can Say That U're Not In Love W/ AnyOne, But U Cannot Say That U Never Fell In Love Befour..
Hurt N Scrvices Is What We Give In Love But It's Gone Like It Never Was Exist..
"So Why Do We Love ?"
We Don't Love BCuz' We Need It.. Its a Thing Happened When U Feel InSide U That U Found The Right Person..
U Gonna Feel That This Is EveryThing U Want.. U Won't Care About AnyOne, U'll Feel That U Get The World Between Ur Hands, NoThing Else..
And EveryDream U Ever Dreamed Gonna Come True, Silly N Stupid Thing About Him Is Perfect In Ur Eyes,
U Gonna Be Ready 2Fight The World Just 2See His Smile, Being W/ Him Is Like a Dream 4Ya.. Close That Eyes In The Night 2Sleep, N Open It 4Wake, Only 2See That Face.. 2See That [Soul Mate]♥
Heart Is Beating Fast More Than Normal Beat, N EveryStep 2Him Is Looks Like U Walking 2Paradise..
And Day After Day That Love Being Like Drug 2Ya.. Like U Can Just Leave It, Its A Part Of Ur Life Right Now, SomeThing U Need It 2Start Ur Day N Make Ur World Happy..!

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But..
All The Good N Bad Things U Ever Trought 2Gather Are Gone By One Stupid Mistake He Did.. N He Just Come And Say That Was Ur Fult, Like It Was All NoThing.. Like It Was Dream 4U.. Or Just Like a "NightMare"...

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Now...

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They Thought That I Don't Feel About AnyOne Who Broken W/ His GF/BF Just BCuz' I'm Single..
They Thought That I Can't Find What I Want Or What I Need..
They Thought That " LOVE " Is Big Thing 4Me, And I Can't Find The Right Person BCuz' I'm Stupid And I Want EveryOne I Like Him !
But...

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What If I Was The One Who She Should Set And Wait The Prince Who 'll Make Her Happy ?
What If The " LOVE " Is SomeThing I Don't Want It ?
I Know That SomeTimes I'm Acting That I Don't Care.. But In Ma Deep InSide There's a Big Part Of This Girl Is Broken,And Not AnyOne Can Fix It!!

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But..No Matter What I Do Isn't Work!
But I Have A Hope That EveryThing Tomorrow Gonna Be AlRight♥~!
So Please, Don't Say That U Give Up, Cuz' I Didn't.. And If U Did, Then There's No Mean 4AnyThing We Used 2Do And Never Gived Up In It!

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