You are just one spoilt guy who doesn't know anything about suffering or depression. And you claim you know it. Joke sia
And what makes you say that?My dad lost his high paying job two months after I was born and all my relatives labelled me as bad omen. Jobless for 1.5 years. Imagine that Also, my dad got retrenched at 2011 November and then Jobless till March 2012 then Jobless for 7 fucking months from November 2012 to July And then again at October to December 2013Try being a lower middle class PR And you know the 'father' so kind to PR's So all shit that's payable is double or triple the amount And not to mention, buttheads judging me cuz I'm not 'cool' and I'm an Indian and also, using me for their advantage and ditching me once it's done Being alone all the way and no matter how much you try to change they still don't accept you. Even though I listen and help people, no one does it for me, no help and all left alone to sort out the mess you or others created And imagine being the dumbest one among all your relatives and humiliating your parents in front of their relatives and friends. Even my dad's like humiliated to even say I'm his son. And I am sometimes even ashamed to be alive just to be a laughing stock and making your parents down, especially my mum, who made a lot of sacrifices and yet I only made her cry a lot And no matter how hard I try, I just get backstabbed and betrayed Everything is Topsy turvy Imagine being all alone, betrayed, ditched into a drain, hurt and suffering in pain inflicted And yeah, I don't know Anything about suffering :) And you're such a butthead, wanna make my life worse, come at me, I'll show you the hell that's much worse than you even expected I'm a demon living in the darkest part of hell. And I'll show you first hand of suffering :)
well idk if you are asking about girls or just people in general but yeah I'll just list it (though for the record i assume Turn ON as (+) and turn off as (-)TURN ON: 1) being yourself. literally. i find it "urgh" when people be who they ain't. i don't hate them but like i feel a bit sad (except for those fuckboys literally a "bleargh")2) kind and caring 3) quirky and fun 4) can mess around back and keep the ball rolling 5) buy for me food HAHAHA jk 6) can practically chill 7) good listener and also can open up and trusting me (it works 2 ways)TURN DOWN 1) not accepting a compliment ladies really, if we say you look good, DON'T and i mean DON'T like reject it. Some of us legit mean it. this is actually for those who be like "oh i'm not pretty" blah blah blah. have some confidence! :) I mean IMO, if i like i say i like, if not i'll just say it doesn't suit you la HAHA. and don't ask us if we find you fat, because a) we might find it but we legit don't care. at least for me i care who you are and not your figure etc b) you aint fat and you are thinking too much oh and DON'T ASK for colour differences. Guys can only notice the 7 colours in the rainbow mainly. we would not recognise the difference between orange and "pumpkin" from afar 2) pinpointing fault and only that. seriously if you can open your mouth that big, i suggest you also state HOW to fix it. Especially when people make mistakes when they legit clueless/no one told them anything3) backstabbing and talk behind the back4) bragging and everything. i mean sure if you win it i'm happy for you but DON'T keep rubbing on peoples' faces.5) not keeping up promises. Really i find this totally frustrating because you can't keep your word (depends on situation) but really if you can't keep a promise, don't make one,
OKAY GUYS First of all congrats coming to Bedok View and good luck for your secondary life (Well, in good and a bad way). I was from BV from 2011 to 2014BASICALLY....1) Don't act big and 'bully' seniors. You got to respect your seniors for their age etc. I mean there's a difference between just for the LOLs and asshole. Don't go crying when you get your ass kicked cuz... YOU deserved it :) 2) Don't try to act all grown up. You're just kids still, even though you're like 13 you are STILL a kid. You are still inexperienced, you have a lot more to learn.3) Don't get into Relationships- well actually no it's fine but DON'T go sexually crazy at 13 and if you're in relationship cherish your partner based on the inside and not on the outside. But it isn't really advisable cuz .... (point #2) but if you want then up to you :)4) Don't judge others cuz they're different 5) DONT GO SCIENCE BLOCK AT NIGHT:)6) Eat outside food court. It is way better than school food (and less chances of food poisoning, especially the malay stall. Though I'm unsure whether they have improved since 2015 start)7) Just have fun. And i mean it but that doesn't mean you should have fun at the expense of other people's misery or their eccentric differences. 8) slack at your sec 1 year but make sure you pass overall. You guys don't have streaming like my batch did (2011 was the last time where there was streaming when going from sec 1 to sec 2). OKAY that was a bad advice but hey sec 2 onwards it's gonna be hectic so take a chill pill 9) CCAs- Just join the one you like and also manage your time between CCA and studies.10) Don't just aim for science stream. pursue your interest. talk to your parents about your subject combinations etc (but this is at sec 2 onwards )11) WATCH OUT FOR MS (GEORGINA/BEATRICE) and i mean it they will just pinpoint your mistakes but wouldn't give a damn about your reasons (especially Beatrice) .12) Don't bully Ms wong Wei leen (if she ever teach you/ in NPCC) even though it's tempting HAHAH so yeah Just have fun! Just be yourself and stay with those who accept the way you are.
How are you able to hide this out? All those suffering...
Why must I show it out? I mean it's my life and also not to mention I can't just be a crybaby to just say all problems out and expect people to be sympathetic to me. I also hate to be pitied on. I prefer to be normal and not using my problems to get attention from people. It's no point also Plus, when people don't know any problems I have, they wouldn't have a chance to blackmail me with it. In fact I don't share secrets that much these days cuz no one can be trusted in the first place Also, you fight through the stormy seas to see the shore. If halfway you're fighting against the shore and you give up, you're dead. I ain't gonna be like that. No I will fight in with my very best to finish these problems by myself and also give my best in every thing that I do, despite the problems I might have What doesn't kill me, makes me stronger. I ain't gonna let anyone mess up with my life or be their puppet And I will fight on, till my last breath And that's when I'll stop. And give up Other than that, hell no am I gonna even give up :)
Do you remember life without technology? What was it like?
You will know the pain of pressing the number pad A LOT OF TIMES just to type out one character. Press the '7' button 4 times just to type an S cuz there's no such thing as a touch screen PDA (you know that thing you use by using a pen to select stuff?) And then pagers Then discman tape cassette GAMEBOY, ESPECIALLY GAMEBOY COLOR vinyl Gramophone Carburettor (something in a car last time but no such thing now) Dial up internet, where you type that number or something Then got that beep sound then you use internet or something (PAIN IN THE NECK AF)The pain of using a payphone when you didn't had a Damn Nokia B&W phone when you're p5 (now p3 already get iPhone) Younger generations are so f***ng lucky now 😂17 years of my life and I really miss those (except dial up internet)
Behind ever smile, there's sadness in the heart Although We might have a lot of problems Those who smile even in midst of problems are the truly happy ones. And the ones who overcame problems, they're also the happiest ones