Sometimes I feel lonely you know? Like you like being lonely by hate the feeling of loneliness...but your too sad to tell people because you don't wanna seem like you want attention, but all you wanna do is scream and ask for someone to be there, while your falling apart, into pieces!! But because of judgemental people you just sit and suffer it...you wait for everyone to sleep before you cry...you know the silent one, where you can feel your throat choked up, the one where you wanna scream, and you try everything to make the pain go away but even the slightest thing makes you wanna give up.
Yeah well wit happened doesn't involve or affect me in any way, and she hasn't done anything tae me so of course I'm still her pal, even though wit happened was wrong...she's still been there for me through everything...I owe her a lot, she's a good friend and I'll always care for her no matter of her choices...Deep down I know she isn't a bad person...everyone's turned against her, without giving any thoughts on what was going through her mind or why she did it but I did and I'm not turning my back on her... she's an amazing person so funny and Idc what anyone says, I know the real Caitlin and i love and miss her...and because of all the hate she got idek if I'll ever see her now.So yeah to answer your question....yes I'm still her friend.
Finally got rid of my blue hair xD now back to a brunette, give it a month and I'll be a different colour :3 just can't help myself...love dying my hair ;-; next I might go purple, green or dip dyed red :/