So I got this stupid feeling/idea that everybody is lying to me, don't know why, is that cuz i been through a lot of lying or there's no "or" ofc it's because i've been through much of it, every single person i ever loved lied to me, with and without reasons, there's one thing i hate the most in my life and it's lying (and real Madrid) it makes me feel stupid, i don't like to feel stupid, my dad used to make fun and the hell outta me cuz of all the stupid and dumb things i did and that's made me insecure
I asked ppl i loved for one simple thing; not to lie to me
But what they ever done was lying to me, i'm angry cuz i didn't deserve that or maybe i'm angry cuz everytime i knew about their lying i didn't walk away instead actually i punished myself.
I didn't and i won't forgive anyone who lied to me
IG that's why i keep thinking that i should not believe anyone, i don't wanna get hurt again
I hate that the ppl i loved the most are the ppl who made me hate myself the most

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