Assalamu'alaikum
First of all, I'm so sorry for what had happened. For now you'll be waiting for him, and still hoping for him to come back. But sooner or later, you'll realize that what you did was wrong. From my opinion, let's just move on, remove him from your life cause he's the toxic person in your life. If he really love you, he won't leave you. And please, please repent to Allah, and not to do it again either with him or somebody else. It's something that we girls should protect, and it's only ourselves that protect us, so please my little sister, repent to Him, talk to Him as He is the best listener and the most merciful and forgiving and take this time to heal yourself from this heartbreak. Make yourself busy by doing your work or studies, go out with your good friends, have fun with your families and enjoy your time, show him that without him, you can still living your life. You'll get through this, maybe not now but you will. I pray that you'll find your happiness. Take good care of yourself okay?
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