It's easier said than done. Look.. I love my boyfriend, I love the friends that I have which definitely isn't many & I love my family. And I wouldn't try to do anything to hurt them on purpose, but when you have issues like that.. It DOES get to you, and it ends up in bad thoughts, and then you get through it. I've been better, but my insecurity & the hate pretty much everyone has for me is a really big issue and definitely gets to me.