I have anxiety disorders along with Alexythemia. I feel like every time I go outside, someone behind me is gonna kill me. After it's 7:30 in the evening, something happens to my mind and I get a bit paranoid and a bit psycho. I love a girl and she doesn't even love me back. We have religion barrier.
Hey, first of all, you're wonderful and we respect you a lot for opening up to us. Alexithymia is quite a concern, hopefully you've spoken to your parents/ guardian/ teacher or someone you trust about it? Sharing your paranoia with people you trust helps a lot, mainly because you feel secure around them and that makes the paranoia a little(if not considerably) less painful. Have fun after 7:30, do whatever makes you feel happy. Love is a chemical illusion in our brains, you'll find yourself better without her before you even know it trust me! The Big Bang Theory plays at 8pm on Zee Cafe, makes you feel a lot less paranoid than someone on that show. Feel free to drop by us again, we'd love to hear how you're doing :)
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