if you were married how different will your life be?
Well, if I was currently married (which I had the option to be in past years), I would be the typical American Dad type of guy, respected by my community, peers, etc. I'd fit into society's standards of what a man would be. BUT, deep down, I wouldn't be happy, and that resentment would come out heavily, as it has in the past. There are so many things I haven't accomplished yet, that I know I have the ability and capacity to accomplish. I've sacrificed being normal, for the potential of being extraordinary. I know that I've made mistakes, but I also know that I am a late-bloomer, and I've made the choice in my life that the best is yet to come. I believe in that strongly. So, marriage can wait. I want to Bloom, and know exactly who I am as a Man, before I marry a woman. I've chosen a risky path, and I've stumbled on that path, but I have repeatedly just gotten back up and continued walking my path. I trust God, I trust my Ancestors. I trust the universe. And, I trust myself. I think my life will be better for it in the long run, instead of settling down when I had the chance to earlier on. Maybe she was the right person, maybe she still is the right person; but it was the wrong time. But my stumbles have taught me the value of a woman in my life. And I'm working not to take for granted the people who truly love me.
