What do you think of yourself?
what do i think of myself.... that i am a blunt instrument that tends to live more in fantasy then reality prefering to keep to himself while i figure out the world around him.
i tend to see myself as a overly courious and nosy individual and take seeing friends down harshly wanting to find out about what is causing their issues. however i attempt to keep my space when they ask for it though.... i tend to fail this alot more. i am also heavily stuck into my own belief and tend to have bad experiances with other religious views so i apologize to anyone out there that believes in a more mainstream religious doctrine. I also try to be caring to a fault and wish for people to only be happy with each others presence tending to cause more issues when befriending someone that is not looking for anyone to be their friend.
however i have noticed in my past i have been more blunt then a 2x4 to the head it has caused my friendships to slip alot. i also tend to look at a message sent though forums with the most amount of examination my mind can think up trying to break whatever hidden message may be in there and find out what emotions are actually tied to the words.
as i have stated before in a previous answer but i have found that my judgement of character and personality tends to rule over me. saddly this tends to also cloud my judgement on someone because i am suddenly based on their personality. i also tend to have a harder time decyphering something on a forum i found then though RP or in person because a major part of finding out about someone comes from voice and body language as well. basically the more info i get the faster and more accurate my judgement on someone. however i will state that this ability to judge after a short time....almost uncanny amount of time has saved me from alot of the harshness of the world.
When directly asked i try to be as direct as possible with questions but sometimes i tend to lock up which causes me to freeze for a while and have to rethink my wording because i tend to think in a more jibberish method... my mind is almost always thinking of something and when left alone to do whatever alone i tend to become very dark and depressed especially if i don't know the reason why i have been left alone.
I think of myself as both immature and mature at the same time... paradoxal i know. my immature self manifests itself in my couriousity and imagination where my mature side is logical and calculating.... its strange... not much better to explain that...
also i tend to get addicted to things easily so i have to try and avoid it... other than that i am also in direct personal meetings very anti social. i tend to want to get out of a conversation as fast as i can looking for escape routes if possible. my ability for small talk is horrible indeed.
However i tend to become attached to people i care for and for those that i love i am almost like a leech that attaches and never lets go no matter what it is.
i tend to see myself as a overly courious and nosy individual and take seeing friends down harshly wanting to find out about what is causing their issues. however i attempt to keep my space when they ask for it though.... i tend to fail this alot more. i am also heavily stuck into my own belief and tend to have bad experiances with other religious views so i apologize to anyone out there that believes in a more mainstream religious doctrine. I also try to be caring to a fault and wish for people to only be happy with each others presence tending to cause more issues when befriending someone that is not looking for anyone to be their friend.
however i have noticed in my past i have been more blunt then a 2x4 to the head it has caused my friendships to slip alot. i also tend to look at a message sent though forums with the most amount of examination my mind can think up trying to break whatever hidden message may be in there and find out what emotions are actually tied to the words.
as i have stated before in a previous answer but i have found that my judgement of character and personality tends to rule over me. saddly this tends to also cloud my judgement on someone because i am suddenly based on their personality. i also tend to have a harder time decyphering something on a forum i found then though RP or in person because a major part of finding out about someone comes from voice and body language as well. basically the more info i get the faster and more accurate my judgement on someone. however i will state that this ability to judge after a short time....almost uncanny amount of time has saved me from alot of the harshness of the world.
When directly asked i try to be as direct as possible with questions but sometimes i tend to lock up which causes me to freeze for a while and have to rethink my wording because i tend to think in a more jibberish method... my mind is almost always thinking of something and when left alone to do whatever alone i tend to become very dark and depressed especially if i don't know the reason why i have been left alone.
I think of myself as both immature and mature at the same time... paradoxal i know. my immature self manifests itself in my couriousity and imagination where my mature side is logical and calculating.... its strange... not much better to explain that...
also i tend to get addicted to things easily so i have to try and avoid it... other than that i am also in direct personal meetings very anti social. i tend to want to get out of a conversation as fast as i can looking for escape routes if possible. my ability for small talk is horrible indeed.
However i tend to become attached to people i care for and for those that i love i am almost like a leech that attaches and never lets go no matter what it is.