I don't know I'm very insecure about that. Some people I feel like it's okay and that they like me. Others I feel like they don't want me around so I'm quiet.. And don't talk and really don't know what to say because I don't want them to hate me more and I have to think about everything I'm doing so they don't. Ahhh I can't explain how it is but I think a lot of people just don't like me