I was finally close to him,after so longHe was touching me,after so long.We were being civil witheach other,after so long.It was so unbelievable that for a second,I was convinced that this was some sort of a dream.I was so convinced that I hadto return his touch, just to make surehe is actually real
It wasn't until I was sitting on the floor of my shower hyperventilating your name into my hand when I realised that, you were the air I struggled to breathe, and I wasn't even the dirt under your fucking fingernails.