Yeah staring out into the unknown
Voices in the wind telling me to come home
But I'm scared
Scared that all this time I've been gone
I’ll open up the door and my little daughter will be grown
And I’m cold
tell me why I'm so cold?
Probably cause a shoulder turns every night that
I’m on the road
Probably why I can’t smile every time
that I’m on the phone
And why I'm acting so wild every time
that I’m alone
Save me!
I suffocate myself beside the bed
Tryin' cut the circulation of these thoughts inside my head
like
"Do I hate me
Or do I hate them?
Either way I've held grudges
since I was holding a pen
My father had me think that
my cousin was dead
Just to hide me from the truth
how can I look at him again?
But this is life
and in life we learning to live
And when the past dies
this where it begins cause xx ♥♥