people still don't know?? KAILU IS THE MEANING OF MY LIFE, A BEACON OF SHINING HOPE ILLUMINATING MY DARK FANDOM WAYS WITH THEIR SUBTLE TOUCHES AND SECRET ROMPS BENEATH THE SHEETS IN THE HOTELS OF SEOUL AND BEIJING. kailu- the epitome of a visually pleasing couple, and when luhan cranes his head ever so slightly to smile up at jongin, BAM I'M GONE ON WITH MY TINHAT OF DELUSIONS AND MINDFUL OF SCENARIOS TO PEN DOWN.
i love pizza to unhealthy degrees. i once ate pizza for 3 days straight, all 3 meals.
which kpop idol would you partner with on survivor?
if i said kim jongin would you call out my bias? seriously tho, him, chanyeol or kris. kris is protective, chanyeol is cunning and jongin... well he's determined. i would not partner with sehun.(bonus! non-exo partner: OK TAECYEON)
who do you love to hate and hate to love?
cries oh sehun do you sense a pattern here. i think sehun is just so easy to hate and easy to love and he makes us all confused so we become passive aggressive. when it was kyungsoo's birthday everyone showered praised and love and cotton candy feels but when it was sehun's birthday all i saw on timeline was YOU BRAT FUCK OFF WE NEVER ASKED FOR YOU GO AWAY WAIT NO COMEBACK WAI WHAT IS THIS SOBS
in terms of uselessness, sehun goodbye you are no help to our survival. don't you roll your eyes at me young man, you finished off the last of our food supply. be glad we're not eating you instead and /no/ baekhyun stop snickering i don't mean it /that/ way
jongin, definitely. he's very complex. we think he's young and vulnerable, but he's not, really. he's 19, and society generally views 19 year olds as adults. still, we don't baby jongin like we do to sehun because he has a strong stage presence, but anyone cans he that is all it is: a stage persona. i love drawing out the contrast between kai and jongin, perhaps reading more into things that i have to.
do you re-read fanfics?
yes! when i'm bored or in need of a laugh i go back and revisit my favourites.
wtf you drive a mercedes?
not mine exactly, but yeah.... that was back home tho. living the poor student life now.
the best fic that you've ever read?
well there's the obvious timeshaker's take your dog for a walk and basically EVERYTHING SHE HAS EVER WRITTEN maayacola's borderlines which is /the/ lukai fic gulpsofoxygen's by the time the bar closes chiharu's eventually and every other fic which forms the staple of a fic recaside from those i like fluids' writing, especially compound to compound. (broken!baekai, chankai, http://fluids.livejournal.com/14426.html)
3 fics that make you cry?
i don't usually cry at fics, but off the top of my head 1. photosystem's one, two, my heart (sekai, R) http://photosystem.livejournal.com/2001.html | because SEKAI AND BABIES I AM IN TEARS 2. foe-of-reality's resistance/placebo effect (xiuhan, krislay pg-13 - nc-17) http://foe-of-reality.livejournal.com/7712.html | i love this universe 3. long fics generally make me cry, especially those fics with lots of character development that span a few parts.
name 5 awesome gifts you have received!
1. a scrapbook by my best friend with pictures of every single event we've ever attended together 2. a huge birthday card signed by about 100 people 3. CANDY ALL THE WAY FROM AMELIKA BECAUSE I'VE NEVER TRIED TOOTSIE ROLLS 4. a large brownie cake, custom baked to my likes (cookie crumb base, marshmallow filling, gummy bear toppings) 5. letters, dozens of them, talking about their day and sharing it with me(honorary mentions: so many free tickets, from so many awesome people, who have enabled me to become closer with oppa. thank you!)NOT IN ORDER.
where will you be in 1 year, 3 years, and 5 years? be very specific pls :)
In a year, I will be in my third year, and I'll have done two internships, and for winter break, I'll take a one month intensive language course at SNU! I WILL A BOYFRIEND. or a hook up partner idk. In three, hopefully I'll be in China, working short term (1-2 years?) at a firm as ... anything, really. I just want to work in China. So bad. Always have.In five, I'll be working at my dream company (a company that deals with advertisements and group buying deals through social media) as a social media analyst/customer response manager! Either that, or my other dream, where I'm an event coordinator! Preferably for weddings because I adore weddings.
1. the best/favorite fic you've ever written
2. the funnest fic for you to write
3. the most challenging fic
1. the trap and orbit of you / krishankai / http://paper-scribbles.livejournal.com/36053.html | It's not my best work, but my favourite, because i was obsessed over this ot3 and i needed to get it RIGHT. (chiha i know you sent this. you told me that the only way krishankai would happen was if i wrote it. where is my kriskai)2. if you were any hotter, you'll make us all go extinct / krisyeol/chansoo / if you were any hotter, you'll make us all go extinct | come on, exo as dinosaurs? (it was actually written after i reread one of my older fic of kyuhae as actual twinkle twinkle stars http://paper-scribbles.livejournal.com/27859.html)3. the most challenging, and yet easiest to write, fic for me was minute / lukai / http://paper-scribbles.livejournal.com/34904.html | because it's raw, and jongin reminds me of myself sometimes, so it is semi-biographical? i envisioned myself in his shoes and the words just flowed.i really like questions like these T______T
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your favorite foreign (non-english) movies?
my favourite movies are The Classic (korean~) and Tada, Kimi wo Aishiteru/Heavenly Forest (japanese~). as you can see, both stories have a very quiet, subdued tone despite dealing with heavy topics, and made me cry like a bitch.