https://ask.fm/conversehigh/answers/141629101379 I should've been more specific about this lol sorry,I meant about life outside of kpop,like i keep imagining myself being an adult with a stable career and that pays well,and have a nice husband who makes more than me,and traveling which will -c-
-c- never come true forever,I thought thinking about having a great life in the future would motivate me more but instead the outcome is the complete opposite?i become more unmotivated because it seems impossible now as i lack too much to achieve my ideal lifestyle
I still don't really fantasize that much even about other stuff >< I'm just a very blunt, realistic human being overall haha
I guess all I ever do is hope one day I win the lotto or some huge pile of money is in my possession, but it's more of a wish than a delusion
I feel like you have to live in the present instead of fantasizing lol even if I'm not doing so hot in school, I acknowledge that I'm not and don't really fantasize about being a straight A student bc I know that won't help
I still don't really fantasize that much even about other stuff >< I'm just a very blunt, realistic human being overall haha
I guess all I ever do is hope one day I win the lotto or some huge pile of money is in my possession, but it's more of a wish than a delusion
I feel like you have to live in the present instead of fantasizing lol even if I'm not doing so hot in school, I acknowledge that I'm not and don't really fantasize about being a straight A student bc I know that won't help