Jimmy

I'm going to stray away from this question and talk about something that is similar to the question and has been on my mind a couple of days. I honestly don't like the person I have become. I honestly don't appreciate the fact that Stephanie was mad at me for me being stupid, something I would have never even done before I changed so much. I don't like how Casey had to tell me that doing something was super rude, because I should be able to learn that myself. I don't like how I trolled Kai like that because it is honestly pretty unappealing to my closest friends that I've known for so long. Especially Alex, I don't like the way we had that falling out first semester. It was definitely both of our faults, but I am usually more open to changing for my friends and smoothing out the problems I have. I love my friends, you guys know who you are, even if I got close to you guys this year or like back in seventh grade. I really don't like the fact that people are trolling soooo many of my friends because of me. I'm going to go on a cleanse, rethink about life, rethink about the type of person I want to be. No more girls for a while, just me and my friends kicking it back and relaxing. I remembered that I used to like this one girl so much (last year) that I would try not to look at other girls. Although that's a wrong way to look at things, it is definitely some place that I want myself to be in. I want to be able to be fully respectfully to the opposite sex. So no, I will not ask that girl in my profile picture on Facebook to prom because I want to respect her. It is not right for me to just ask anyone and bring them to prom for them to be potentially trolled and since I WAS talking to other girls as well. So I apologize to everybody, but especially to my most dearest friends because I really do wish I had some of the aspects as a senior, in the beginning of the school year. I know I may have irritated, annoyed, or done anything or everything in some way and I apologize for that. There was no real drama or fighting or anything, but the person I turned into, I personally don't like some of the aspects I am.

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W0W what a great question to pass the time with.
Basically it is someone that I want to look forward to waking up in the morning, afternoon, night, or whenever and wherever because her company alone will make everything and anything okay. More than okay, it will make it fun, amazing, brighten up any dark situation. I want someone that understands me and knows how to cheer me up. Someone that is there for me when I need them. They don't even need to help, as long as they try to. The action means more than the actual results.

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I want a girl that is so darn incredible, special, and amazing to me and everybody else that they make me want to treat her like a princess. Just because of WHO she is, I want to buy flowers for her everyday, or even on specific days I want to buy flowers, jewelries, or any other gift because I want to see her happy, because I want to express my feelings to her, and because I want to do it, just because. I never EVER want to do something just because it is Valentine's Day, anniversaries, birthdays, or anything else. I want to do something on those specifics days and on any normal day because I like her so much. The girl is the reason why I want to treat her like a princess.

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So to add on, how "special"? It's someone that is basically considerate of others. Someone who is understanding of me in every single way. I want someone that knows the reason why I do and say somethings, as well as understand that I can be insanely stupid and know that isn't the person I truly am. When I look at the girl, she makes me want to become an even better person. To improve myself so I can hopefully be able to stand next to her. I want us to be mature enough to trust, not be jealous, and make the time I spend with her as delightful as possible. Drama and insecurities with show up, but instead of thinking negative stuff, I would much rather communicate and clear up those things completely. It will be using less time having a bad time, and a lot more time (when it is cleared up) to relax, have fun, and just enjoy each other's company. And you know what? I want someone who knows about my goals and is supportive of them. I want to be a businessman? She'll be right there, helping with the kids or even with the company.

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I want things to be natural. I want to talk to a girl and have no absolute need to try because everything will be so smooth, so easy going, so relaxed. Just by being with her, it will bring out my personality, my habits, my REAL 100% self. I want to have no need to worry about how to see her, communicate with her, or anything else because everything will be fine and we will be mature enough to have an understanding of how the relationship will go WITHOUT even having the need to talk about it. That is sort of what I mean by understanding me completely. I don't care if she is perfect or not, because the person is perfect to me. She will be perfect always and forever in my eyes.

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I reached a cap, lmk if you want more.

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I think it's incredibly moronic, selfish, and pointless. If for any reason you are not happy about a relationship, DO NOT resort to another person for that kind of outlet. Searching for people to talk to and stuff is great and all, but there is a limit and a distinct line between what is cheating and not cheating, don't use it as an excuse. Ignorance is not allowed in this situation. I honestly feel that the most important thing about a relationship (friendship, family, etc. included) is communication, trust, and respect. I approach all relationships with people in the same manner. It is quite disgraceful that people have to resort to cheating. Talk it out if you have a problem so that the trust can develop and respect the person enough not to do anything. This goes for friends too, respect the person enough not to lie to them. Communicate the situation and trust that they'll understand. They're all pretty much used interchangeably.

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