I feel so bad and sad, i miss him but he is doing no effort to keep our relationship works, that's why I don't want to text him first, because I always do, what should i do now ?
Keep your feeling in your heart don't talk to him be strong enough to keep your your self sefty if you want take some body to realize your feeling do another one to avoid him and then when he come to to not feelings negatively another way some body should you have ... to talk and conversation with him/hir deep way from him ..
