MJ Schmidt

(Continuing from last post) he tells me not to thank him, but I have to. I have to let him know that everything he has done for me, I can never repay him. He's funny, sweet, caring, honest, loyal, silly, protective, loving, kind, gentle, perfect, dorky, adorable, trustworthy, handsome, sexy, hot, my Mr. Grey, my Spiderman, my baby boo, my baby, my boo, my husband (😉) my protector, my one and only, my smarty pants, my medicine, my joy, my happiness, my love, my life, my peace, my universe, my silly goose, my partner in crime, my best friend (the list goes on)❤️You've gotten so far in your career and life, and I know I always say this, but I'm so fucking proud of you! You don't understand the amount of happiness you give to all your fans, your family, and friends! They are so damn proud of you. I'll always be your fan, and support you in everything you do. Be there for you when you're at your lowest, and even when you're doing good. I'll love you with every breath I take and everything I have. Our relationship is true goals to me. We're so dorky together, and I'm glad you understand my weirdness and stupidity.😂I love you baby boy❤️I always have and I always will till I take my last breath. Where you go, I go. When you cry, I cry. When you smile, I smile. And when you die, I'm definitely coming with you, because i can't ever live a day without you. It's impossible and I know you feel the same❤️I could go on and on about Kendall, but he'll always have my heart with him everywhere he goes❤️ And again, I love you baby❤️To infinity and beyond ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ -Forever Yours, MJ💕

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You know when you found that certain someone, your whole world turns upside down. It literally becomes a heaven for you. Well that's how I felt when I met Kendall❤️When I first heard of Big Time Rush, Ken was instantly my favorite. His voice, the way he talks, how unbelievably handsome he is, I was instantly in love with him. He's a dork, but I'm so damn in love with him! Like he makes me happy and smile just by doing the littlest thing, and no person has that ability to that! When I heard BTR will be coming to my hometown for a CD signing, I knew I had to go no matter what it takes. I had to see Kendall at least once in my life. My parents obviously diagreed with my idea, told me to stay home and forget about him and to take my head out of the clouds because why would he even love me? But being the secret rebel I am, I snuck out with my friend and rushed to the CD signing. Once I got there, it was filled with crazy fan girls. I was doubting that I will see Kendall in this kind of crowd. But the weirdest thing was, I caught a glimpse of him staring at me through the crazy crowd. And it was so amazing, seeing him. He was even more beautiful in person. His eyes are so mesmerizing and gorgeous, and his voice was just perfect. Obviously it got way too crowded and I had to leave before my parents knew I was gone. Once I got home, all I could think about was Kendall. I was so in love with him, and it also hurt knowing that would be the last time I'd ever see that green eyed boy. As time went by, I was walking down the street and I bumped into a guy, I looked up to see who it was. And I swear I thought I was dreaming, but that guy was Kendall. I was super shy and scared, seeing him so close to me. But he asked me if I was that girl at the signing, and I said yes. Seeing the smile on his face, is something I'll never forget! But he asked if I would like to go hangout with him, and I said yes! And after that day, we were inseparable. As the time went by, we got so close and knew we couldn't live without each other. He asked me to be his girlfriend, and I was so happy and shocked, because why would he love a girl like me? I couldn't deny him in a million years, then we had our first kiss that was magical! We've now been dating for almost one whole year!!! It's so crazy! But I couldn't be more happier and blessed. He truly is a one of a kind guy. He knows how to treat me right and to love me with everything he's got. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him❤️I just...ugh! I can't explain to you guys how I feel about Ken! He's like my lamp in the darkness, the pepperoni to my pizza, my other half! He's just wow! We've had some tough times, but we work through it together as a team. We fall in love more and more each day. He supports me and comforts me when I'm feeling down and angry with myself. There's so many times he could have left me because of how pathetic I can be, but he chose to stay with me and help me, and I can't thank him enough.

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When love calls your name
And whispers you're the one
When all you've ever dreamed
Dances like stars around your heart

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And finally I hold the chance
To give you all my love
So whats keeping me

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Away from holding you
I'm ready to believe
Be strong enough
Give everything I am
And trust in love
My arms long to reach for you
The way I feel I wish you knew
I'm ready now, I'm ready to believe
Ooh, I'm ready for love

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Only once, you will find
A love that is so true
And the way I think of you
You can't imagine how beautiful it feels

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I must find a way to speak
This secret I hold near
Its these words

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You need to hear
I'm ready to believe
Be strong enough
Give everything I am
And trust in love
My arms long to reach for you
The way I feel I wish you knew
I'm ready now, I'm ready to believe
Ooh

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I know with you I could stay forever
Sailing into grace
Here all things are possible
There's no time or space
When I feel you near

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I'm ready to believe
Be strong enough
Give everything I am
And trust in love
My arms long to reach for you
The way I feel I wish you knew
I'm ready now, I'm ready to believe
Ooh, ooh

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