Probably when I went to chicago and went to both tmh dates and then the acoustic show on the 15th. It honestly was the best weekend of my life, I didn't have a damn care in the world, I didn't think about anything, it was so stress free. And I hugged Ashton, which was the best moment of my life. His arms seriously felt like a place I want to spend the rest of my life. Everyone deserves to feel like that honestly. I just miss standing in line for hours, then getting in there with all the people, making friends, and laughing at everything, and being sweaty, and screaming at the top of my lungs, crying, and the feeling in my stomach when I finally saw ashton in real life. USadgihjknm,23g