I wish I would be wrong, but u mentioned people a lot. Don't ever care about anyone I don't mean to be selfish or not caring, but u need another chance maybe another people. Care about people who care about u always. And I think u need to be away not a place but ur mind just think about ur future, people u want to meet, ask urself what can I give them tomorrow. And when tomorrow comes ask urself the same question again and when ur answer is going better make sure u also is changing better...