I feel like once you have deep seeded feelings for a person, no matter if it was an ugly separation, you harbor those feelings for the rest of your life to a degree. You could find it impossible to ever be intimate with that person or find it strange that you ever were. However, the feelings linger. Because at one point you shared a universal comfort together and gave each other a sense of security etc etc. Intimacy and "love" are very sacred things. We just tend to lose sight of it for one reason or another lol.
I think the real question is, why do people cheat. And there's an endless string of answers to the question. Everyone has a reason, not saying they're justified, but, everyone has a tailored answer that helps them justify it.People are shit for the most part, so don't waste to much time or beat yourself up trying to figure out this "why".
Favorite Christmas movie?
I'm not terribly sure. Growing up my sister and I watched home alone, the cartoon Grinch and the claymation of Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer. What about yourself?
Im super excited
Where you don't excited about?
Are you sober rn
Fuck no. A synthetic happiness is better than no happiness. Moreover it's cheaper on the streets than it is getting a prescription lol.
Is it true that sometimes you gotta be mean in life in order for people to respect you?
Not mean necessarily. But you have to be assertive and stand your ground. People can perceive that as you being mean but that falls on them. You were not born to to be a door mat and you are certainly entitled to choose what you do and don't do in life.