I'm having a new account. @violentxsilence I just need a new start,new friends,new people to know. I didn't want to leave almost 1000 followers behind my back but I did.
atelophobia - fear of not being good enough. I'm afraid of not being accepted. I'm afraid of being unloved. I'm afraid of being left alone. A really confusing thing is that I used to fear death. I wanted to live forever and I do,I was afraid of getting old. And I still am. but at most of times,all I really want is my heart to stop and get away from all that bullshit around me. It's confusing.