“I can imagine myself seeing you again. I mean, not the way I wanted to before, when I was broken and angry and bitter. Then I wanted you to suffer. Then I wanted you to hurt. Now I can imagine myself seeing you and not feel like I want to rip your heart out. I will always be sad where you’re concerned. You were… are the love of my life and just because it ended the way it did and just because I wanted it more than you did, doesn’t change the fact that we were beautiful and amazing once. Maybe one of these days I’ll see you walking across the street or waiting in line at the coffee shop and maybe I will still be in love with you and maybe you won’t be, but it will be okay. I’ll be able to smile and say hi and wish you well and I’ll be able to say goodbye without crumbling on my feet right there and then. I guess what I’m saying is, it’s better now. I won’t ever fully be okay but… I’m better now.”
“I see him grow up. I see him fall in love. It’s a beautiful thing especially when I see him smile toward the important person that is not me. I remember telling myself that it’s okay as long as he’s happy. I let my heart go & support his happiness. Time goes on so fast that it’s scary. His smile changed. His smile that used to be so genuine, his beautiful laugh that used to feel the air with happiness, all of it changed into the one hiding a secret sadness. His smile filled with secret loneliness now. His laugh hides the sound of bitterness. Especially toward that dear person. But, no matter how hard, he never let go of that hand even at the cost of his own smile. Finally, I realize that I let my heart go but not my love. It is a one of a kind love that goes deeper with time & never stop. All, I want is his genuine smile & happiness to be back even at the cost of my own heart & our friendship. My everything. I realize what that words mean now.”
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