"Among all pains in the world, losing someone is the hardest for me so far. Losing them in death, losing them because they left or losing them because simply their time meant to be in your life is over.

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It takes so much time and so much of your heart to be able to grow back to where it was. They take parts of you with them and you lose a bit of yourself in the process. And you start to daydream of the what ifs and what not. Their memories haunt you in every person you meet, every place you go to and everything you do.

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But, what pains the most is living with the fact that you cannot relive those moments except in your head and this is where it hits you. They are not here, they are gone and you are left to survive on your own. It is a cyclical state of intense emotions rushing through every time when you least expect it."

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