You make some fair points, you do. And although you claim to know Chloe and I, your opinion on our relationship is vastly one sided. So fuck it, here's the truth. When I dated Chloe for the first time, I overdid it. I am a really really sensitive guy, I dove in too deep and came on too strong. And as a result, she left me, said I was clingy and started dating some other guy within the week. Now that, yeah that one fucking hurt. Because I did post pictures of her, and I did tell her how beautiful she was. And in the end, it screwed me over. She hated it. I know Chloe well, and I know she's not the emotional type. So when we decided to try dating again, I did everything I possibly could to suffocate my every emotion. I didn't want her to see me as weak again. And that's what I've been doing ever since I had to move away. I've been pushing all my emotions for Chloe out of the way. And maybe you see that as a malicious intent. But it's because all I ever wanted to do was tell her how much I loved her, how gorgeous she was and how important she was to me. And I was terrified, that if I told her that, she would see me as weak again. And yet it still surfaced sometimes, I couldn't help it. But when it did she never reciprocated. Hell.. She stopped posting about me long before I did, she stopped complimenting me months ago. And when we finally broke up I only let her go because I wanted her to be happy. I still want her to be happy. So yes, that was my girlfriend, yes she was beautiful.
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