Oh god, it's been forever since I've seen that girl. Forever since we've talked. I have to say we haven't been the best of friends for a while but I do miss her. She was my other half, I hope she still is. It's not the same at school without her. We may have had a fall out but I know we'd get through it. I hope she's doing okay and everything in her life is good. I just miss her and how we would hang out every weekend just to sit on wi-fi and talk the whole time.
"I hate it when we fight, but there are always times in relationships where a couple can't stand each other yet they will always love each other."
-batman
"To have the life back to the way it was, I knew it would be for the best although I miss everything. He may have not been the best looking boy, the greatest charmer, the gorgeous six pack every girl has always wanted but for me he was a beautiful boy, the only charmer and had the amazing body that I didn't care what size, height, or colour he was. I loved him for him. I didn't care what nationality he was, the colour of his skin, the height of him, the weight he may possess. He was mine and I was his. His hugs were forever lasting memory of my body. His kisses were the thing I longed for most and the words he spoke were like fairy tales that were real. I miss being able to see his face and know that I can smile when his around but when he was gone I would feel a piece missing. There would always be something wrong however when I was with him it would disappear like air flowing away. The carbon dioxide leaving my body. It would go away. I now long for his smile and wonder how he is. I long for his laugh to make me smile and give me a kiss. I long for the lonely nights where he would accompany me but forever do I long for I love you's he would constantly repeat. I now feel nothing but the sorrow and pain. The sorrow is full of sadness and crying. The pain is the memories which will forever be in my mind..."
I knew by not answering these questions 6 months ago, would come in handy now... Yes I obviously did. Yes I still do. But it's best to be moving on, he was a big and large impact on my life through last year and this year.. It's over. So keeping my head up and I've moved on.