New York back in August, tenth floor balcony. smoke is floating over Jane and Greenwich street. goosebumps from your wild eyes when they're watchin' me. shivers dance down my spine and head down to my feet. swimming in your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes. egyptian blue, something i've never had without you. you're giving me chills at a hundred degrees. it's better than pills how you put me to sleep. calling your name, the only language i can speak. taking my breath, a souvenir that you can keep.
i lost my heart and my mind, i try to always do right. i thought i lost you this time, you just came back in my life. you never gave up on me, i’ll never know what you see. i don’t do well when alone, you hear it clear in my tone. why? 'cause i’m heartless and i’m back to my ways 'cause i’m heartless.
got so many tats, you can't even count 'em up. in the shop every week, i can't seem to get enough. my aunt said my skin to clean to mark it up but i'ma ink my whole body, i don't give a motherfuck.
don't you fall for me girl, i’m not the right kind. i’m a bad man, i will do all i can to keep you by my side just 'cause i know it feels right. explain every story, not boring. girl, i’ll be the only thing up when you're dropping from purpose.
hard to stay awake, i’m so exhausted. hard to keep a friend, i guess i’m cautious. hide the pain inside, i don't endorse it. i can’t even cry, i guess i’ll force it. funny when my head caved in, i thought i’d lost it. might have had a date with death, i guess i dodged it.
baby don't love me, i’ll just fuck it up. i’m comin' down heavy, better let go. i can be dangerous, too much for you. what have i done? i still want your love.
why do we always gotta run away? and we wind up in the same place, it’s like we're looking for the same thing. do we really gotta do this now? right here with all your friends around. in the morning, we can work it out. i love you so much that i hate you, right now it's so hard to blame you ‘cause you're so damn beautiful.
moonlight and liquor, you make me sick. baby, don't tell me i’m one of your kicks and i’m afraid to let you in, i don't wanna fall again. so baby you'll have to prove it, make me come for you girl. baby, you'll have to prove it take me into your world. are you really in love with me? and do you love my company? or you just tryna live this fantasy.
i took my time to learn the way your body functions. you were equestrian, so ride it like a champion, this sex will get you high without no other substance.
i’m terrified by thoughts of getting close to you, justify my terror when we talk it through. find somebody else to kill the pain for now, pop another pill and help your brain calm down.
so how you gonna scream my name when i gave all i got? i've nothing left to give you and i’m so burnt out and lost. ‘cause it all just feels the same and i got all i want, i had you where i wanted. i guess i don't know how to live with a good thing and not break it into nothing.
hey there, lonely girl. did you have to tell your friends about the way i got you screaming my name? did you have to tell the world? now your girls all wanna fuck, girl you could’ve been the one. gotta change my number twice a month when you could have simply kept it on the down low. i’m so wrong, i’m so wrong.