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Which countries have you visited?

- I've been to Denmark three times.
- Road trip through France, Belgium and Amsterdam.
- Germany because I got really sick and they 'supposedly' have the best doctors in Europe (bullshit!)
- And Egypt. Where I learnt that I am claustrophobic. (I had a panic attack in a pyramid. How uncool is that hahahhahaha)
I NEEEEED TO GO AMERICA AND MURDER YOU ALL WITH MY ACCENT AND THEN FLY TO SHANGHAI AND THE PHILIPPINES AND CHECK OUT INDONESIA AND SINGAPORE AND THEN AUSTRALIA FOR 2.0 SECONDS(they have a lot of spiders so) I'LL FLY BACK TO ENGLAND AND DIE.
Die from the feels off course bc I need to watch the season finale of How To Get Away With Murder tonight. Duh.
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Would you consider yourself a feminist? What's you sign? Favorite TS song? Is the dress Black&Blue or White&Gold?

Of course I'm a feminist. I want men and woman to have equal rights, wouldn't you? Why would you NOT want to have equal pay for doing the same job as a man?
Do you mean zodiac sign? I'm a Virgo.
Asking me to pick my favourite TS is like asking me which of my children I like best. Except you're making me pick out of almost 200 children whom I love equally and—
- Treacherous
- treacherous (acoustic)
- trEacHeroUs (live version)
;)
Ok. I'm gonna kick your arse to the blue moon of goddamned Jupiter if you tell me you saw black and blue
It's
White
And
Fucking
GOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLDDDDDDDDDDD
*burps in your face*
*kisses you*
*decides to kick your ass to Jupiter anyway*
See ya motherfucker! *waves goodbye*
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Omg I was having a bad day and you're so cute omg your answers make my day SERIOUSLY

Let's talk about bad days.
sometimes I have days where I just can't get out of bed or eat or sleep or think or even shower and when it's really bad I literally have to clamp two hands over my head and hold down a scream and I don't know why I want to scream but my head is hurting so badly and it's not a headache it's more like my skull is shrinking and squashing my brain together. Kinda like a hangover. Except I haven't been drinking.
And then, after about three days, I'll leave my room to go downstairs and start writing--anything to distract myself. That's how 'This...' came into existence. That's how I wrote Sam's breakdowns in LtL.
It's like I have to go through the pain so that you can feel it when you read it later on.
So sometimes when people ask me, "how did you write that scene omg I'm crying so much!" or "I want to write just like you!" I just laugh bitterly to myself and think, "oh, no you don't."
And sometimes it makes me sad that I have to go through something so excruciating to get it on paper when other writers can wake up, shower, eat and get perfect grades and write the same scene and capture the same level of emotion. That's probably the only time I'll feel envious of anyone else when it comes to writing. Because their imagination is so extensive they can visualise pain and capture it. I literally have to put myself through it, and I hate it. A lot.
I hope your bad days are better than mine ❤️
Do you wanna tell me about what pissed you off/upset you or...?

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I seriously fucking love you if I could have a pocket sized Kaddy I would so be down for that, I meant other talents but I get what your sayin and it made me laugh so it's all good.I can't see you writing Justin FF like at all but if you say so. I didn't ask for the selfie, but god your gorgeous! xx

Oh I did. I really really really did write a godawful Bieber fan fiction
*sweeps under the never ending list of regrets*
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lol I'm not disappointment by your answer at all. I just wanted to get a feel or maybe a comparison to myself. I would love to be a 'writer' w/e that means and would love to see my book publish, you know. Do I think that's a possibility? No. But I have no other talents so..oh well. xx

Can I tell you something?
Talent gets you NOWHERE if you don't work hard. And if you work hard, you can get just as far as someone who is talented. Talent just means you've got a head start but it doesn't determine where you go. I mean, do you seriously think I have a talent when it comes to writing? You're hilarious(no really, laugh along with me) because I was SHIT at writing. Two years ago and I was uploading f*cking JUSTIN BIEBER fanfics in Wattpad(don't laugh. It was for my best friend, I swear! *nervous chuckles*)
What I'm saying is that I put in the time. I write 5 hours a night. Everyday. That's 35 hours a week(max). I write at least 2000 words a night. Even if I have nothing to write about, I write. I mean, I only started writing seriously last May. It hasn't even been a year since I started BTBB. Ten months. Go read my story Forever and Always if you need an inkling my utter crapness back then.
You can't expect to improve without practice. And you can't go on thinking that talent can get you anywhere. Talent is your car. Hardwork is your keys. How can you start the car without the keys? *huffs*
You say you don't have talent? Good. That means you don't have that metaphorical car. Me neither.
So fucking walk (join me! :D). There are other ways of getting around. As long as you have your destination in mind, no one cares what you do to get there. Walk. Fly. Do a goddamned forward roll if it gets you where you need to go. I'm pretty sure some writers on Wattpad interact with the Devil and tamper with black magic. But. No. One. Cares. They're putting in the time, and so can you.
Write to improve. Don't write to please.
#KaddyOut
[P,S. I love you so much and I think you can be twice the writer you dream to become. If you don't know where to begin then I'll help you. You only need to ask ❤️]
lol I just realised you said 'no other talents' beside writing. I so misinterpreted the question but for any other self pitying idiot/dreamer/fool out there. Get off your arse. And write me a goddamned sentence! OK?

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Any real books you recommend?

I tried to make you a good list but it's taking too long and I'm sorry I took so long to reply.
Stand alone books:
-'Before I Fall' by Lauren Oliver ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ (the reason why I exist and why I wrote LtL and I can recite whole paragraphs to you.)
- 'Lolita' by Vladimir Nabokov (you gotta be mature so shit this dark but the writing style is gold!)
- 'The Bloody Chamber' by Angela Carter (sex and feminist views and girl power! Need I say more ;P)
- 'The Host' by Stephanie Meyer (ngl this book was unbelievable. And don't be a brain dead zombie bc the Twilight series is actually written well and whoever tells you otherwise is a jealous dick who hates the world and needs to learn to credit good writing bc I love Twilight.)
Series:
- ASOIAF by George R.R. Martin (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) this guy came up with a whole new universe. A bloody twelve dimensional genius world that's just... Oh.... Wow *stops breathing*
- Divergent trilogy by Veronica Roth because she is #writinggoals
- THG because it's fresh and tackles really serious societal and mental issues.
- Delirium trilogy bc Lauren Oliver is a goddess (the 1st book is spectacular!!!)
Those are all the books I can think of off the top of my head rn

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Have you ever been in a relationship with a guy?

This one boy farted in my face in front of half the school once.
Do you want to know what he said to me before that?
He said: I've got a secret to tell you.
*turns around, aims his bum in my face and let's loose the dirtiest fart I've ever heard*
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Awwww, Kaddy, I think I just melted into a puddle of happiness. I'm glad my writing (which was inspired by Rose) could inspire you! And look at just how awesome your one-shot is!!! Like, it's so awesome. And you're very nice too–you're so genuine, I adore it. -C

Stahp it. You're making me blush and feel all fuzzy inside :')
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Do you plan on getting your writing published one day? Do you even care if your writing gets published? and do you plan on taking like a course later on, like in college? If you plan to attend a college.

My plans never ever work out so no, not really. I'm the unluckiest person ever. I mean, I don't even know how to get a book published. Like, what do you? How do you format a manuscript? Font size? Spacing? Etc.
I know next to nothing about publishing. I only know how to write. Publishing a book is about profit and honestly, when I flick through my stories, and read books in real life, I am nowhere near the standard of most writers. And creatively, my books suck.
And who would but my books lmao
Oh, and I don't fare too well with rejection. (BEING REJECTED SCARES THE SHIT OUT OF ME. IMAGINE SOMEONE TELLING ME IM NO GOOD *shudders*)
And I have no motivation to succeed in anything at all (I really wish I did). I'm not ambitious. I have no goals or aspirations. Sure, I'd like to know that I'm good enough to sell a book but I don't... I don't really care?? I want to care. I want to care about how many votes I get on a chapter or how many comments I get but I cant. I just post a chapter, read the lovely messages, smile, and start working on the next chapter. That's why I post chapters so quickly. I don't care about making you guys wait until i have a set number of comments or wHatever.
As for university. At this rate I'll probably draw a random degree out of a top hat. Lack of ambition = indecisiveness. I think I'll end up doing pure maths or mechanical engineering (and I have a bad feeling I won't make it to the end of uni anyway).
I just... Yeah. Planning for next week is kinda hard for me, let alone what I'll be doing in 2-3 years.
I suck at everything lol. Sorry to disappoint. Who knows? Maybe someday you'll see my name in a bookstore (or not) :P

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What is the weirdest thing that a family member or close friend has ever done in public? (In which you were with them)

My mum farts in public all the time. I'm talking about those dirty ones which are so filthy and loud they probably create an earthquake somewhere else in the world. *shudders* but that's totally normal right (righhttttt?????? *cringes and dies bc my parents are WEIRD AS FUCK*
Oh and last year I went to the library with a friend of mine and she was doing a project for uni while I was bored out of my mind on Twitter. So I'm just sitting there doing fuck all while she's cutting and sticking and gluing, when she scoots closer with a glue stick in her hands and I'm like, "mate, what are you doing?"
And then she started singing (more like hissing) the Circle of Life so I just waited for her to get it out of her system bc she belts out tunes all the time. But she just smeared the glue on my forehead and whispered, "Simba."
And I was just so confused I sat there and went home with a blob of glue on my forehead.
She's also the same girl that got so drunk two summers ago that she tried to rugby tackle a tree and ended up in hospital for almost two days.
Dumbest fuck to ever live i s2g lmao

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Did Scott really love Samantha?

He didn't love wholly like Lucas did. But, yes, he did. I wanted him to portray the part of us that loves but never entirely. The part of us that will always put ourselves first. Sure, he was a Class A dick half the time but I'm sure you've been one too. I know I've been. I've let down my friends more than Scott let down Sam and I've said worse things.
I hope that puts it into perspective. Scott is one of the key, identifying characters. And if you managed to relate to him on some level then I applaud you *claps hands together gleefully and smothers you in kisses*
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what annoys you most?

Ignorance, arrogance, dumb people, smart people, people in general. But mostly American English. Man, I have a daily brawl with their weird as shit z's everywhere and single l's in 'travelled' and 'swivelled' and oh it drives me nuts because I just want there to a be universal spelling and american's just love messing it up. Especially the metric system.
Uh, don't even get me started on the metric system? I mean, inches? C'monnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!
(P.S. my English teacher is American and we fight every lesson. Full on wrestling (with words! Jeez. Not actual wrestling.) She kicks my 'ass' all the time bc she's way too cool so I forgive her.)
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What do you sound like? What's your accent like?

I've been told I have a really soft voice (I'm that loser who mumbles E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G...sorry! Feel free to hate me)
When I feel fabulous I sound like the Queen. Then I remember that I AM the Queen so it's cool.

Wait, so you like girls AND boys, or is it just girls? (Sorry im just really curious)

I like everyone and anyone. If you're hella cute, I'll tell you that you're hella cute. If you're hella fine, I'll tell you that you're hella fine.
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Hi Kaddy! Here's a reminder that you're awesome and even though we don't really get to talk, I really admire you and your writing and everything about you (: -Cosmonauts

Now's probably a good time to admit that I stalk you (don't shoot me) and that I have your SE one shot saved on Tumblr (I love it so much!) and I've reread it like a bajillion times (no lies) when I was writing my own for the one shot comp. and I was just like, "How in the freaking world can she write in third person so well, like, I just don't get it." And then I tried it for myself and now I'm writing the weirdest shit ever (i have you to thank for this) and it's so cool to be able to explore multiple characters' feelings and YOU basically paved the waaaaay and now I'm humming a song I can't remember the lyrics to and I'm starting to ramble and... oh!
I forgot to thank you for being so nice to me. English teachers always say that 'nice' is such a boring word but I think it's underrated and should be used more. You're nice and I need more niceness in my life and you're just the Nice Queen of nice people.
P.S. YOU WRITE SO WELL AND YOU JUST... YEAH. YOU'RE JUST... NICE :'D

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I've only watched the first episodevof Sherlock, which was just a week or two back.I am in LOVE.really, no kidding. Do you recommend i binge watch the rest now, or take my time/delay until the next episode comes out?

safia
ahahahahahahahahahhahahaha your hair will be grey by the time the new season starts (no joke)
watch it all now and mourn like the rest of us who are waiting two years (and still counting) for the new season to start.
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What's the thing you say the most?

- mate
- am I a prick, tho???
- bruh
- what time is the bus coming?
- muuuuuuuummmmmmmm??
- mummmmmm!
- MUM!
- I'm fucking freezing
- it smells like wet dog on this bus
- why am I a peasant?
- why is everyone a peasant?
- muuuuuuuuummm? Where's my school uniform?
- oh, I don't wear a school uniform anymore
- HAIR WILL YOU JUST FUCKING COOPERATE FOR ONCE
- I'm gonna shave my head
- *sings Buzzcut Season*
- Allah forgive me
- do Jesus and Buddha and Beyonce coexist with you Allah?
- Bruh do you even believe in god?
- yes...?
- no...?
- man, that girl is so hot
- I wanna be u
- I wanna fuck u
- him too
- Taylor Swift
- Taylah
- taylooooooor
- loooooor
- I'm the worst friend ever
- *shrugs*
- no but for real. Is Beyoncé a god?
- I should write today
- I should write tomorrow
- I'm going to write tonight
- *writes 200 words*
- BRUH. ARE U DUMB. I AM NOT PAYING 70p FOR A TWIX BAR
- that's not the right change you ape
- oh wait it is
- I can do maths I swear
- maybe I shouldn't aspire to do maths at uni bc £5 take away 70p—
- oohhhhhhh LOOOK GUYS. *shakes you until your head rolls off your shoulders*
- he's cute, ain't he?
- don't look at him!!!
- WHY DID YOU LOOK AT HIM??!! I told you not to look!!
- forever alone (lol jk I have never said that)

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Does it say Kaddy on your birth certificate? That is a really pretty name!

It says Esteban Julio Ricardo Montoya De la Rosa Ramirez on paper but the parentals thought that Kaddy would suit me just fine. Everyone I know is lazy and calls me Dee because Kaddy is, like, SO hard to pronounce. Two syllables is waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too hard *rolls eyes*
I remember in Year 11, my friend was answering multiple choice question with parts A, B, C and D. So the answer was D and the class was really loud so people kept asking, "Yo, Rinchen, what's the answer again?" And he repeated himself like a hundred times but everyone was talking and laughing, so he had to say it louder. And louder. And I was busy doing god knows what, but when I glanced up I was like, "Yes?" Literally, every time he said, "D." I replied from the across the table, "Yeah?"
"D."
"What?"
"It's D."
"Yeah, what about me?"
"D."
"STOP SAYJNG MY NAME, MATE! I'M LISTENING, OK?!!!! WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?"
And he took one long look at me and said it the flattest tone, "Dee, the answer is D."
By this time the whole class was silent and everyone was looking at me, like, "Dafuq is this dumb orangutan doing in our history class? GTFO."
#storyofmylife

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do you read books that are not that well known?

I will read anything that is written well. Really well. So well that I stop rearranging sentences and fixing the grammar in my head. I can't read stories with bad grammar because I'll automatically correct it and it'll take me an hour to read a two page chapter.
I have this thing against bad grammar. Not because of the writer--perfect grammar isn't even the problem. The problem is me. I implement everything I read into my own writing and I can't let poorly written stories seep into my own. It's an unconscious thing. Something I do without even meaning to. I'll see a word and use it in my writing, but the Wattpad writer who taught me the word didn't spell it correctly and then I end up spelling it wrong no matter how many times I try to correct myself. And I hate it when that happens.
I'm still in the learning process when it comes to writing and I don't think stories on Wattpad can teach me much except how a werewolf impregnates a virgin without penetrating her. So I steer clear of most stories on Wattpad. Wattpad excels in creativity but lacks in the writing department. We're all a bunch of teenagers having a go at writing for the first time. What we are posting on Wattpad is effectively the first draft of the future. Books that you'll see WH Smith and Waterstones in the future are being written by YOU guys.
When I need to motivate myself creatively (like nowadays) I'll read stories on Wattpad. When I need to better myself linguistically I'll read a 'real' book.

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Right twix or left twix

STORY TIME!!!!!
So I don't watch TV. I watch everything on my computer or laptop WITHOUT ADS. So when I sat down a few months ago to watch Gogglebox with the fam, the Twix ad came on and being the gullible twat that I am, I believed every. single. thing.
all of it.
Me: BRO, LOOK!
Bro: *glances up from his phone*
Bro: *looks at my wide eyes*
Bro: *unamused*
Bro: *rolls his eyes*
Me: LOOK!
Bro: *ignores my excited squeals*
Me: LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK
Bro:
Bro:
Bro
Me:
Bro: Dee, they twix bars are the same. there's no right or left. turn it upside down and the right one becomes the left one.
Me: WHAT
Me: NO!
Me: STFU
Me: THE AD SAID THEY'RE DIFFERENT.
Bro:
Bro:
Bro:
Me: I always knew the left twix tasted different to the right twix. it's more chewy. and the consistency is different too. the right twix is more chocolatey and is slightly thicker in width. i think they use a different concentration of sugar in the left one. it's more viscous which means that they must have use Stoke's Law to work it out. Hmm, do you think the coefficient of viscosity is different between the left twix and right twix. it must be. I mean, taste it.
Me: *whips out a twix from secret stash... which is in between the sofa seats bc too lazy to go to the kitchen*
Bro:
Bro:
Bro:
Bro: *lowers his phone*
Bro:
Bro:
Bro:
Me: Stop looking at me like that.
Bro:
Bro:
Me: What?!
Bro:
Bro:
Bro:
Bro:
Bro: MUM!
Mum: Yes?
Bro: Dee is adopted, right?
Mum: You both are
Bro: *looks at me* Did you hear that? We're not fucking related!
Me:
Me:
Me: MUM!
Mum: What is it now?
Me: Right twix or left twix?
Mum:
Mum:
Mum:
Bro: I told you she lost it, Mum.
MY ANSWER = WHITE TWIX
BOOM! :'D YA DIDN'T SEE THAT ONE COMING, NOW, DID YA?!

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favourite artist/song/music (other than Swift :) )

safia
Daughter
Counterparts
Lorde
Ellie Goulding
Lana Del Rey
Zella Day
Sia
Florence + The Machine
Marina and the Diamonds
London Grammar
The NBHD
Karmina
Beyonce
A Day to Remember
Tove Lo
Of Monsters and Men
Mayday Parade
The Story So Far
Forever the Sickest Kids
The 1975
Glee Cast
Paramore
Gabrielle Aplin
Silversun Pickups
Katy Perry
The Script
Lissie
August Burns Red
Tycho
MrSuicideSheep
Seven Lions
Zedd
He Is We/Rachel Taylor
Owl City
Coldplay
Ed Sheeran
and anything dubstep, metal, hardcore (preferably melodic for both) or nightcore. I don't like rap. I repeat! I don't like rap.
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Why don't you like Once Upon A Time?

The plot line is amazing. Everything is amazing. The characters are to die for. Regina is Queen.
But! The contrast for the show is terrible. I know it's deliberate and that Storybrooke is supposed to be grey toned and all that. BUT THE SCREEN IS SO GREY AND I CAN'T LIVE THROUGH BLACK AND WHITE, MONOCHROMATIC BACKGROUNDS. I want to lose myself in colour.
Basically I can't watch more than one episode a day. And if you know me then you'll know that I binge watch shows. It's either 7 episodes a day or none at all. Stupid, i know but don't judge me *bats eyelashes*
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Have any of your characters been based off of real people (preferably that you know)?

From LtL:
Sam - me
Lucas - me
Scott - me
Carly - me
Mrs K - me
Mr K/Sam's Dad - me
Nicole - me
Yvonne - me
Jay - me
Everyone - me
You - me
Taylor Swift - me
Beyonce - me
God - me
Ok, sorry.
Sam: being angry at the parentals ALL the time because you have nowhere to place your anger so you channel it towards them.
- Lucas: touch of anxiety/having panic attacks/hopelessness and being a victim of so many horrible things even though you know you're not an awful person yourself and you just CAN'T seem to understand why? why is it happening to you? Why does every bad thing happen to YOU? it's not fair.
- Mrs Kowalski: mental illness. I've had depression for a long, long, long time. There's no explanation to feeling empty all the time. For no valid reason at all. You just do. And it never really goes away.
- Mr Kowalski/Sam's dad: I run. Simple as that. I run from all my problems, and if you need me, I will most probably run to the north pole in fear. I'm terrible at being there for people.
- Scott: keeping secrets for others that will destroy your own life but you don't care because you'll keep it even if it kills you
- Nicole: rude, blunt, reckless (what I was like when I spiralled out of control last year and did pretty awful things to my mum for the sake of being in control)
Yvonne: I'm the observer. My friends outside sixth form used to do really awful things to others and I just stood there and watched.
- Jay: my mum used to pressure me into becoming a doctor until I cracked, stopped going to sixth form altogether, started smoking and staying out late for the sake of it, failed all my exams, cried my heart out, left my old sixth form and friends to start all over.
- Carly: yeah...
does that answer your question? I can't pretend to be someone else so I write about MY experiences.

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What are your dreams for the future?

I want to be a New York Times bestselling author who'll be able to sell the movie rights to their book and live off that cash for the rest of their life. And grow pleasantly fat.
I mean, when I was 7 I wanted to be a TV presenter (no talent, but the glamorous lifestyle ;P)
When I was 10 I wanted to be a pilot. (my eyesight is shit now)
When I was 14 I wanted to be a mathematician. (i don't enjoy maths anymore)
When I was 16 I wanted to be cool. (being cool is overrated)
Now that I'm 18 I just want to be me again.
Oh, and yesterday I decided I'd like to be an editor at a publishing company, too.
To make it to the future I need to make it through today, tomorrow, and the day after that. I'm not like you in the sense that I can dream about my future and list goals and aspire to be a person who I'll be 'proud' of someday. Right now, I'm stuck with the me I am today and she's the one who'll get me through today, tomorrow and everyday beyond that. Not the me I'll be in 20-30 years time. That version of me has already made it (or failed).
The thing is, I count my life in days and not in years. I know that's pretty sad but I really can't think about the future until my exams are over. Then, and only then, will I be able to make a valid decision about what I want to do with my life :)

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Are you a dog person or a cat person?

I watch Vines of parrots and monkeys and kangaroos and anything cute and cuddly. Dogs AND cats included. But if you put me in a room with a dog, I'll cry. They scare the shit out of me. Put me in a room with a cat and I'll be on edge and plastered against the walls. I /might/ cry.
I like looking at animals. But petting them is a completely different story.
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Do you watch YouTube (regularly) and if you do, who are your favorite YouTubers? And if not, why do you not watch it?

I have a love/hate relationship with YouTubers, and this year it's been mostly hate. I hate how commercialised they've become and how everything that they do is centred around money, views and opportunities. I feel like they're exploiting teenagers of their money, time, value and brain cells and frankly I think they're up themselves. Arrogant fuckers, really. Especially the British lot.
But here are the people I saw/met two years ago:
- Alfie Deyes
- Zoella
- Marcus Butler
- Tyler Oakley
- Emma Blackery
- Dan and Phil
- Troye Sivan (loml <333)
- Louise whateverthefuckhernameis
- FoodforLouis
- Casper Lee
- Joe Sugg
- Hank Green
- Jack Harries and Finn Harries
there are probs some people i've forgotten but oh well. but right now the only people i can stand are the vlogbrothers. they are, and always will be = life.

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Any wattpad books you recommend?

- 'Steel and Starlight' by @/northernwinters http://www.wattpad.com/story/31113607-steel-and-starlight
- 'The Bad Boy's Girl' by @/JessGirl93 http://www.wattpad.com/story/2376933
- 'Papercuts' by @/SamMadison http://www.wattpad.com/story/22935298-papercuts
- 'Him and Me' by @/yoyopay http://www.wattpad.com/story/284760-him-and-me
- 'My Life with the Walter Boys' by @/Fallzswimmer http://www.wattpad.com/story/80479-my-life-with-the-walter-boys-wattpad-version
- 'Illegal My Ass' by @/makeandoffer http://www.wattpad.com/story/991193-illegal-my-ass
- 'Twelve Ways to Spend One's Christmas Eve' by @/defend http://www.wattpad.com/story/10635790-twelve-ways-to-spend-one%27s-christmas-eve
- '2:48' by @/dairyqueens http://www.wattpad.com/54625241-2-48-am
- 'Dear Teen Me...' by @/EKristinAnderson http://www.wattpad.com/story/10146200-dear-teen-me-more-letters-from-authors-to-their
- 'Stardust' by @/spiderwebbed http://www.wattpad.com/story/1488271-stardust
- 'Saving Elliot' by @/northbynorth http://www.wattpad.com/story/3990674

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Tea, coffee, or hot chocolate?

I can't stand the stink of coffee. Hot chocolate is nasty af. Which leaves tea... and I'm a Brit so there's no way in hell I can't not appreciate tea. It makes me feel warm and relaxed and oh-so-diving.
Tea + Digestive biscuits = a very happy Kaddy.
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Are you closer to your friends on wattpad or your friends in real life?

Wattpad, definitely. My friends in real life are two dimensional. They see me, hear me and interact with me but they don't really know what I'm really like behind closed doors. We'll talk and laugh about things that have never mattered and probably never will. It's so bland and dreary that I often find myself wishing I could go home and write instead of sitting around in Costa or Starbucks catching up on so-so's new boyfriend and Girl A's and Girl B's argument of so-so's new boyfriend. I feel like I'm not really there when I'm with them because life has accelerated me to a level that they probably won't reach for another ten years. I don't find their jokes funny. I like deep conversations. I like talking about the universe and trying to figure out unanswerable questions. I like hearing new opinions. I like making my own opinions. I like talking... just not about music videos, celebrities and mundane bullshit.
My friends don't have opinions on real life issues. And if they do, it's usually racist or so awful. Most of them are homophobes anyway. Hence the reason why I turn down all their offers to meet up. I've cut them all out of my life save for one and she's going to university soon so we probably won't see each other much afterwards which works out perfectly fine for me. In the space of six months I've managed to cut ties with everyone I know and it's the best decision I've ever made. I'd rather wait to meet someone I click with a philosophical level than surround myself with brain dead teenagers who just want to smoke weed, drink till the sun rises or chat up guys at bars whenever we go to a concert.
But all my friends on Wattpad are so real and there for me in the most unimaginable ways that it's hard to believe that I won't wake up to see their faces at school. I wish I could see you guys at school and hang out with you and surprise you with stupid, goofy gifts and shower you with all the amazing love you all deserve. But I can't. And it sucks.
Oh well. Just know that I love you all dearly and you encourage me to be myself even when it's difficult to make a home in my own skin.

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What Tv shows do you watch

TV shows I'm watching/finished:
- The Vampire Diaries *deep breaths*
- Revenge *squeals*
- Gogglebox (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
- Game of Thrones *fist bump*
- Skins :'D
- My Mad Fat Diary ;)
- Sherlock
- Doctor Who (since 2005 *fist bump*)
- Misfits
- Switched at Birth
- Glee (i refuse to watch season 4 and 5)
TV shows I plan to start soon:
- Parks and Rec
- The 100
- Broadchurch
TV shows I will NEVER watch again:
- Pretty Little Liars *throws up everywhere*
- The Walking Dead *shits everywhere*
- Once Upon A Time *straight face*
- Teen Wolf................................... SO SHIT. SO SHIT. SOOOOOOOOOOOOO SHIT.
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Since american girls think that boys with british accents are more attractive, do you feel the same way about boys with american accents? (I figured since you live in London, that you would have a british accent yourself) I've always been curious about this

You: Hi. *american accent*
Me:
Me:
Me:
You: Kaddy?
Me:
Me:
Me:
Me:
Me:
Me: *drools*
You:
You:
You: Hi? Hello?
Me:
Me:
Me:
Me:
Me: *makes a strangled noise*
You: u ok?
Me:
Me:
Me:
Me: say something else
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How do you write so honestly? I have a hard time writing anything down because I feel like it always sounds awkward or like I'm faking it LOL IDEK do you get what I mean?

I write as myself. I have never sat down and thought to myself, "Okay. Write like you're J.K. Rowling. Write like you're Stephanie Meyer. Write like you're Lauren Oliver (ok, maybe i want to be her really badly but!). Don't write like you're vomiting a dictionary and only a thesaurus can save your soul. Because that's when the sentences begin to break apart and lose their flow. That's when your fingers still over the keyboard and you struggle to find the ways to say something so simple. For example, you'll want to find a way to say: Jack looked at Sally.
But, since you're too busy being James Dashner, you'll try to say: Jack averted his gaze, his eyes dancing over the chandelier and around the room like a ballroom dancer, swivelling in tight circles, only to find Sally's blue orbs again.
You don't need to go through all that detail to tell me that Jack looked at Sally. If you don't want to use 'looked' then replace it with another term but don't throw words at me to convey one simple action. Unless the bloody chandelier is useful to your plot, I don't want to hear about it. Or how Jack's eyes were dancing. Eyes can't dance. They'll never dance. They'll never be ballroom dancers. I'm not interested in bullshit metaphors to tell that Jack simply looked at Sally. End of.
You can only write 'honestly' if you write as yourself. The moment you try to be someone else your sentences will sound messy and awkward.

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When did you meet Taylor Swift!?!?!?

7th October 2012 (look at me getting tech savvy with the date. *whispers* it was around 12:30pm) on the red carpet of the Radio 1 Teen Awards. The queen and I made physical contact. I died and Jesus said, "nope, Kaddy. It's not your time yet. Come on. Get on your feet. That's right. Here take my hand. Ew, bitch, don't slobber all over me. And for god's sake stop screaming like a strangled cat, you're doing my head in."
And I saw her again on tour. Front row. Best night of my life. She was so close to me I had to lean back to get her whole body in the frame.
LOOOOOOOOOOKKKKK at my photography skills (i stole this from twitter but it's the show i went to. i'm literally leaning on the stage. you can't see me obvs but LOOOOOOOK *cries*)
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What is a major theme in Listening to Lucas?

Change.
Not just the end product but the process and decisions that have to be made to get to the finishing line. Sam had to go through Scott and Lucas, both, to figure out that she could survive just as a well without a relationship as she could in a relationship.
Acceptance.
Coming to terms with your parents' divorce is a tricky thing. Divorces have become so common that people expect others to get over it as easily as crossing the road. But it's hard to watch your parents fall out of love and it's even harder when a divorce is as messy as the one Sam's parents went through.
Empathy.
At the very start of the story, in Chapter 2, Lucas listed all the godawful things that Sam did to girls at St. Jude's to get to her popular status. She was almost heartless and many readers commented that they hated her which was perfectly justified. Sam had no sense of remorse. She could define sympathy but couldn't express empathy because she didn't care about the consequences of her actions. She was unable to feel sorry for herself, and saw it as a weakness, so how could we expect her to feel sorry for others and relate to them?
Coming of age.
The correct genre for LtL is Bildungsroman. You can look it up but it's the same thing as coming of age. Sam goes through a character development so great that it's impossible to label the story a typical Teen Fiction story.
Hope this answered your question properly
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What is your favorite book genre?

I like any book that's written well. But my favourite standalone book is 'Before I Fall' by Lauren Oliver and it's YA. And favourite series is 'A Song of Ice and Fire' by George R.R. Martin which is fantasy.
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Boys.let's talk boys. what are your thoughts on the male species?

I think that boys can be lovely, and they be mean. But lately, I find all the guys in my life annoying. I mean, I'm a sucker for pretty boys. The prettier they are, the more O.O I am.
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