blakes a total douche bag for letting you go
Thanks but hes just doing the right and I respect him for it. No matter how much its hurt me. It's just apart of life. I just should've believed everyone when they were saying it wasn't gonna be a forever thing but silly me believed in us. I believed in his promises and words. I believed that he wanted to marry me. I believed that he actually wanted to move out with me. I believed that he wanted children named nickolai and sophia or charlotte. I believed him when he said he wanted me to be his first and last. But lets just say its a lesson well learnt and hes told me how he already likes someone so I wish him the very best. He knows my love for him and he knows that love even if its the slightest bit will always be there. I just wish I made him more happier. I wish I did some things differently. I wish I did everything he said. Because now look. Hes gone. I've lost him for good. And that's entirely my fault and its something I will never ever be able to forgive myself for. He might of been my first love but I gave him everything. I gave him all my love and his just chucked that all away. I just can't even bare the thought seeing him with another chick. Im finding it so hard to delete our photos. The paragraphs that you wrote to me. And lastly all those memories in my head. It can't and never will forget. You made me the happiest girl in the world. Even with everything that was happening in both our families. I loved you. What happend to the unlimited chances you were gonna give me? Obviously thrown away like a piece of shit like you did with us. But honestly I hope you find the girl of your dreams because you deserve to be happy. No matter how much hurt you've done to me I will never hate you and I meant what I said to you. I will always be here for you. I might've blocked you on Facebook as it was just to hard seeing your name im sure you still know my number off by heart. I love you blake douglas and that will never change.
Sorry for the long paragraph guys. Needed to vent. If someone could maybe read this or send it to him by Facebook that would be much appreciated.
Sorry for the long paragraph guys. Needed to vent. If someone could maybe read this or send it to him by Facebook that would be much appreciated.
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