IT WENT SO GOOD OMG I JUST LEFT THIS IS EXACTLY EVERY DETAIL OF WHAT HAPPENED: So, me and Kayla walked up and Kayla waited on the stairs and I walked up to him and he looked at me and smiled and was like "Hi, what's your name?" & I was like "Bailey" & he smiles and goes "ooo, hi Bailey" and shakes my hand and he started signing my autograph(the pic) & I was like "can I have a hug?" & he yelled like 3 or 4 times "ABSOLUTELY ABSOLUTELY ABSOLUTELY" and he finished signing it and he stood up and held his arms open and smiled at me and I hugged him for like a minute and I whispered "Thank you so much for helping me through my cutting and depression" as he pulled away and he looked at me and his eyes were watering up and they were sparkling and he pulled me back in for another hug and held me really tight and he pulled back, but slid his hands down my arms, and stopped at my wrists, held them in his hands and turned it so the bottom of my arms were facing up, he looked at them, looked up at me in my eyes and he looked like he was about to cry, and he goes "I'm so glad. No problem beautiful, please stay strong for me" & I said "I will" & he said "you promise?" & I was like "yes" and I was about to cry and he just like tried to get me to stop shaking and he was like "I love you!" & I was like "I love you too!" and I shook off the stage and I can't stop screaming and crying right now.
Dakota doesn't even like you, he said he was kind of forced into dating you and that it isn't even like a real relationship. He doesn't like you as much as you think, hun, sorry.
Two faced people. People who brag, or try to make me jealous because it won't work. Friends who flirt with the guy I like. People who try to act hot. Most likely you.
Haha, she thinks she's tough and cool, but she's not. I'm still laughing at the fact that three of her "friends" told me to fight her, and even told me what door she leaves out of, and where she goes after school.
"And if you can’t see anything beautiful about yourself
Get a better mirror
Look a little closer
Stare a little longer
Because there’s something inside you
That made you keep trying"
what if your crush said they was gonna kill themself?
He has been there for me through everything, and made me happy when I was doubting myself. He lives really close to me, so I'd send him a long ass text, letting him know that he's my bestfriend and my crush and tell him everything I love about him, then I'd list all of the good times we've had, how many people that care about him, etc.. AND THEN I'd show up at his door step with our favorite tv show on DVD, our favorite movies, a fluffy blanket, and a pizza on the way because I love him way too much to ever let him do that to himself.
Okay, so this is just a little rant. Nothing directed towards anyone, it's literally just in general.I HATE when people try to talk someone out of hurting themselves, or whatever.. and they say "don't do it, think of how it will make others feel" Ya know what, At a certain point, when you're just done in life and you see no happiness anymore, you need to stop thinking about others feelings, and try to make yourself happy. Maybe doing something will make that person feel better? Either way, I know it would be better not to do anything to harm yourself, but is it really your decision in the end? No. I'm just really sensitive on suicide, depression, and cutting. Especially when a teacher knows what you're going through and they make you feel like shit. Ugh, people just don't realize that someone, and that could be ANYONE, could be contemplating if they're worth staying alive anymore, and your words could either push them over the edge, or change their mind. So get your head out of your ass, and shut up.