Danielle Xxx

Oh long,
i dont know where to start, he is perfect, so gorgeous, lovely boy, hilarious, always there for me when i need him and stuck up for me through thick and thin. he tells me everything even things he doesnt want to tell anyone, i trust him so much. ive never actually loved someone as much as i love him, and i honest cant describe the feelings i have for him because i dont even know:( i know things wont ever work out between us but i would do ANYTHING for it too work, if i had 3 wishes all of them would be for me and him to work. Every morning i wake up and first thing i want to do is to see a text from him but no, nothing anymore. were slowly drifting apart again and i dont want this to happen:'( what i promise with the very first 'i love you' is that i will be by your side, doing my very best to make things right, no matter what happens. I get jelous of him so easily, even if he looks at someone else. im so stupid but i cant help it, he means everything to me and when i mean everything, i really do mean absolutely everything. waking up to a text from him, made me feel so happy, seeing him and hearing him made me feel so special. everyday i looked in the mirror and thought to myself why has someone like him falling for me:( i love him more than any words can say, i love him more than every action i take, ill be right here loving him till the end. weve had so many amazing memories and i hope so many more to come; at rollacity, being so close with him, me falling off a chair, cameron stuck in a high chair, rayleigh, facetime, our heart to hearts, our conversations:( ive messed this all up with him, everytime i mess it up and now, yesterday:( i think he just gave up, things will never be how we want it to be, but i will try and make it work although he probably hates me now. only cameron will get this, but i watched nemo the other night and i actually enjoyed it:( just keep swimming. oh my, cameron was like a brother and a bestfriend all in one. Yesterday was probably the worst day of my life, it was his birthday and i didnt even get to talk to him properly because we was in an arguement, i wish things could go back to normal, i really didnt want yesterday to come to it, but cameron walked away and made his decisions:( ive probably never cried over someone so much as i do with him, i love him way too much:( i wish yesterday never came, specially not on his birthday 13.09.13, i love you cameron, 'my' gorgeous boy :'(:(:'(:( <3 Xxxxxxx

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