Danielle Xxx

ergh whatever

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Okay cameron yeah i guess everyone now knows were not friends with been arguing for about 2 days over i dont know aha?! Always arguing and we usually always get through it but this time he thinks its best not to be friends.. yeah i can understand i can be such a bitch & i ruined our friendship:( ive tried saying sorry but its not working anymore, sorry isnt enough:S I miss his smile, his laugh, his voice, everything, me and cameron was so close it was unreal, he was actually like my brother last weekend we was like two peas in a pod.. sometimes i sit here and think how was we that close & i just want to go back to all the memories we had like in rayleigh when he got stuck in a high chair:') at rolla, him putting fake tan on & the heart to hearts we'd have & so many more! I cant actually describe how much i loved this boy.. The things hed say was the cutest & i love how he'd act weird infront of me and i could feel comftable being weird around him. i trusted him with my life and i know i could tell him anything and everything and he would understand. tbh, i just want to go back to the days we'd talk for hours, we'd abuse eachother on facetime & we'd both come up with the weirdest things:') He treated me like a princess but i just took him for granted and treated him like shit, i now realise what i did and now feel so so bad:'( He's so gorgeous and sweet and meant everything to me once upon a time... he's funny, he's adorable, he's sweet, he's loving, he's awkward, he's caring, he's loyal & he's PERFECT. He was always my shoulder to cry on, one of my bestest friends ive ever had, now i feel like i have no one now his gone:L i loved waking up to his texts, and when he text me hed make my day a hundred times better, my mood would change from bad to good instantly. I was shy at first but then i was the craziest person ever but he loved it.. He was so much more to me than all of you think! i met him, we got close, it was great for a while.. then one of us stopped trying, spoke less, awkward conversations.. drifted apart:/ No communication whatsoever, memories fading, now that person i know is now becoming someone i knew:( im learning how to be okay without him, and i cant wait for the day when i get to look at him and feel nothing:-( for me, sometimes i have to hold my head up high, not cry and say goodbye:( 27.12.12..

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